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America's Widow
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После госпитализации Джеки размышляет о своей жизни, разговаривает со своими детьми и пытается привести свои дела в порядок. В поисках передышки и зная о ее отношениях с Майклом, Джон просит Кэролин встретиться с ним в парке, и она предлагает утешение. Вместо того чтобы прибегать к агрессивному лечению после того, как стало известно о распространении рака, Джеки решает умереть дома с детьми, что вызывает волну скорби по всей стране. Джон устраивает поминки и чувствует себя неловко из-за присутствия Дэрил. Охваченный горем Джон приезжает в квартиру Кэролин, где она утешает его и целует.
- 00:00:12,012 --> 00:00:14,598 She's so darling.
- 00:00:21,605 --> 00:00:27,610 Look at these trees. Just gorgeous. Aren't they?
- 00:00:27,611 --> 00:00:30,030 - You okay? - Yes, I'm fine.
- 00:00:33,408 --> 00:00:35,868 Well, we're just trying to lock down investors right now,
- 00:00:35,869 --> 00:00:38,913 which, needless to say, has been a lesson in humility.
- 00:00:38,914 --> 00:00:42,375 Michael pretty much has me out there with my hat in hand singing for my supper.
- 00:00:43,460 --> 00:00:46,504 Well, it's your magazine. What did you expect?
- 00:00:46,505 --> 00:00:47,506 I know.
- 00:00:48,590 --> 00:00:53,720 And I'm happy to do the work, but I don't want people to see <i>George</i> and think of me.
- 00:00:54,972 --> 00:00:56,974 You know, I want it to have its own identity.
- 00:00:58,725 --> 00:01:03,563 You think your father won his congressional seat solely on merit? No.
- 00:01:04,982 --> 00:01:11,153 He capitalized on his charm, his magnetism, his father's good fortune,
- 00:01:11,154 --> 00:01:17,369 and then he used his platform to do good and to prove himself.
- 00:01:18,203 --> 00:01:21,581 Now I know it's important to you that you be your own man,
- 00:01:21,582 --> 00:01:25,794 but, sweetheart, there are so many doors open to you.
- 00:01:26,628 --> 00:01:31,257 You don't have to build one and run through it just to say you did.
- 00:01:31,258 --> 00:01:32,758 Can we please not do this again?
- 00:01:32,759 --> 00:01:34,511 All I'm saying is,
- 00:01:35,929 --> 00:01:40,558 your last name doesn't need to be this albatross from which you need to escape.
- 00:01:40,559 --> 00:01:44,562 This is why I wish you'd seek out Maurice's advice more.
- 00:01:44,563 --> 00:01:46,148 Yes, but I have spoken with him.
- 00:01:47,399 --> 00:01:49,526 He's always gonna be there for you.
- 00:01:50,235 --> 00:01:51,902 Why are you saying it like that?
- 00:01:51,903 --> 00:01:54,947 Well, I just mean you ought to take advantage of his counsel.
- 00:01:57,492 --> 00:01:58,493 Oh!
- 00:01:58,994 --> 00:02:02,330 Let's just get Caroline and head home, shall we?
- 00:02:02,331 --> 00:02:05,207 The last thing I need is to give them a shot of me
- 00:02:05,208 --> 00:02:08,627 catching my breath or withering away.
- 00:02:08,628 --> 00:02:12,548 Gone are the days when my style used to sell the papers.
- 00:02:12,549 --> 00:02:16,719 Oh, please. You could walk down Fifth Avenue in a bunny costume
- 00:02:16,720 --> 00:02:17,845 and people would be like,
- 00:02:17,846 --> 00:02:20,931 "Oh, where did you get that suit?"
- 00:02:20,932 --> 00:02:24,060 There'd be models walking down runways, hopping, actually.
- 00:02:24,061 --> 00:02:26,313 - Oh, stop. - Cotton tails, the whole thing.
- 00:02:26,855 --> 00:02:29,231 Please don't make me laugh.
- 00:02:29,232 --> 00:02:31,609 I'm sorry. You okay?
- 00:02:31,610 --> 00:02:36,281 Yes, yes, I'm fine. It's… It's a good kind of pain.
- 00:02:37,115 --> 00:02:38,866 You sure you don't want to keep walking?
- 00:02:38,867 --> 00:02:42,119 No, no, I'm actually quite hungry.
- 00:02:42,120 --> 00:02:44,706 Good. Good. An appetite's a good sign.
- 00:03:01,056 --> 00:03:02,057 Thank you, Tony.
- 00:03:04,851 --> 00:03:06,268 Whoa!
- 00:03:06,269 --> 00:03:08,104 - Looks like a greenhouse in here. - Mmm.
- 00:03:08,105 --> 00:03:09,313 Would you like me to bring them up?
- 00:03:09,314 --> 00:03:10,857 Yes, please, Tony. Thank you.
- 00:03:11,983 --> 00:03:14,735 "You're in my reflections. Michael Jackson"?
- 00:03:14,736 --> 00:03:16,822 - Mom secured his book deal. - Oh!
- 00:03:19,950 --> 00:03:23,787 Daryl? I thought we'd all been shunned after dog-gate.
- 00:03:25,288 --> 00:03:27,081 It's quite magnanimous of her.
- 00:03:27,082 --> 00:03:29,583 You always have such nice things to say after they're gone.
- 00:03:29,584 --> 00:03:31,836 I'm just still trying to imagine what everyone on that flight
- 00:03:31,837 --> 00:03:34,338 must have been thinking when they saw you with those ashes.
- 00:03:34,339 --> 00:03:36,215 Why do you think I'm trying to get my pilot's license?
- 00:03:37,300 --> 00:03:39,051 - All righty, I gotta go. - Okay.
- 00:03:39,052 --> 00:03:41,303 - Sure you don't want a hand with this? - No, I'm good. Thank you.
- 00:03:41,304 --> 00:03:42,388 Okay.
- 00:03:42,389 --> 00:03:44,598 Just take the vultures with you when you go, will you?
- 00:03:44,599 --> 00:03:45,684 Okay.
- 00:03:46,560 --> 00:03:48,686 Did you want to take the service entrance, Mr. Kennedy?
- 00:03:48,687 --> 00:03:49,729 No, I'm good.
- 00:03:50,981 --> 00:03:51,982 Thank you.
- 00:03:53,984 --> 00:03:56,318 John!
- 00:04:00,073 --> 00:04:01,949 Come on, walk faster, we're almost there.
- 00:04:01,950 --> 00:04:04,286 I'm trying. Make sure I don't hit anything.
- 00:04:06,037 --> 00:04:10,166 Oh, my God. You ready?
- 00:04:10,167 --> 00:04:11,835 Yeah, I guess.
- 00:04:13,462 --> 00:04:15,755 New York, eat your fucking heart out.
- 00:04:17,340 --> 00:04:19,550 Holy shit.
- 00:04:19,551 --> 00:04:21,928 I feel like I'm hallucinating.
- 00:04:22,763 --> 00:04:26,349 - Jesus, you can really see my dick, huh? - Yeah, it's better than the alternative.
- 00:04:27,309 --> 00:04:29,935 Should we linger? See if anyone notices you?
- 00:04:29,936 --> 00:04:31,645 I can't believe you made that happen for me.
- 00:04:31,646 --> 00:04:33,481 No, I just put your headshot in a pile.
- 00:04:33,482 --> 00:04:37,777 <i>♪ Oh, oh, oh, oh I'll always be there when you wake… ♪</i>
- 00:04:37,778 --> 00:04:38,779 Let's take a photo.
- 00:04:40,447 --> 00:04:41,448 Come on.
- 00:04:42,240 --> 00:04:45,577 - Oh, wait, I want you to be in it with me. - No, no, no. This is your moment. Go.
- 00:04:47,329 --> 00:04:51,415 <i>♪ So stay with me and I'll have it made… ♪</i>
- 00:04:51,416 --> 00:04:52,500 Smile.
- 00:04:52,501 --> 00:04:54,544 Jump.
- 00:04:56,046 --> 00:04:57,380 Should we have gotten a doggie bag?
- 00:04:58,006 --> 00:05:00,091 For what? I cleaned my plate.
- 00:05:01,510 --> 00:05:03,260 I asked if I could have a fry,
- 00:05:03,261 --> 00:05:07,848 and you stated, unequivocally, I could have as many as I wanted.
- 00:05:07,849 --> 00:05:10,852 Well, that's because you didn't necessarily give me a choice.
- 00:05:12,062 --> 00:05:14,772 We got the check, right?
- 00:05:14,773 --> 00:05:16,232 Do you have somewhere you have to be?
- 00:05:16,233 --> 00:05:18,317 - Uh, no, I just… - Hey, John.
- 00:05:18,318 --> 00:05:20,736 I don't have any cash on me, so…
- 00:05:20,737 --> 00:05:21,822 Uh…
- 00:05:23,365 --> 00:05:24,366 What?
- 00:05:25,951 --> 00:05:28,410 Of all the gin joints.
- 00:05:28,411 --> 00:05:30,955 Uh…
- 00:05:30,956 --> 00:05:33,166 I'm a sucker for a laminated menu.
- 00:05:35,293 --> 00:05:37,879 Uh, John, this is my friend, Michael.
- 00:05:38,588 --> 00:05:40,006 - Nice to meet you. - Nice to meet you.
- 00:05:41,633 --> 00:05:42,925 I see you got a new bike.
- 00:05:42,926 --> 00:05:44,593 I did, yeah.
- 00:05:44,594 --> 00:05:47,847 I reported the last one stolen, but I think the case has gone cold.
- 00:05:47,848 --> 00:05:50,267 Oh. And yet, still no lock.
- 00:05:50,809 --> 00:05:52,393 Well, you know, baby steps.
- 00:05:52,394 --> 00:05:54,854 Maybe we start with a helmet and work our way up from there?
- 00:05:54,855 --> 00:05:56,814 Over this head of hair? No, I don't think so.
- 00:05:58,149 --> 00:06:01,193 - John, I got your order ready. - Thanks, Joe.
- 00:06:01,194 --> 00:06:02,195 You got it.
- 00:06:03,363 --> 00:06:04,446 It was nice to see you.
- 00:06:04,447 --> 00:06:05,907 It was nice to see you too.
- 00:06:06,491 --> 00:06:07,659 And, um…
- 00:06:09,244 --> 00:06:10,328 I'm thinking about your mom.
- 00:06:12,205 --> 00:06:13,790 Thank you. I appreciate that.
- 00:06:16,960 --> 00:06:18,962 - Nice to meet you, Mike. - You too.
- 00:06:20,171 --> 00:06:21,756 - See you around. - Bye.
- 00:06:29,973 --> 00:06:31,892 Uh, so what's… what's up for the rest of the day?
- 00:06:32,809 --> 00:06:34,686 So we're just gonna ignore that just happened?
- 00:06:35,770 --> 00:06:37,606 You have ketchup on your face.
- 00:06:48,325 --> 00:06:55,331 <i>♪ In my solitude ♪</i>
- 00:06:55,332 --> 00:07:02,255 <i>♪ You haunt me ♪</i>
- 00:07:03,256 --> 00:07:06,925 <i>♪ With reveries ♪</i>
- 00:07:06,926 --> 00:07:12,557 <i>♪ Of days gone by ♪</i>
- 00:07:13,642 --> 00:07:18,729 <i>♪ In my solitude ♪</i>
- 00:07:18,730 --> 00:07:24,736 <i>♪ You taunt me ♪</i>
- 00:07:25,487 --> 00:07:30,909 <i>♪ Dear Lord above… ♪</i>
- 00:07:32,869 --> 00:07:33,870 What are you doing?
- 00:07:36,331 --> 00:07:41,126 I don't need my personal correspondence memorialized in the Smithsonian.
- 00:07:41,127 --> 00:07:42,711 You don't need to do that, Mom.
- 00:07:42,712 --> 00:07:45,422 I can see that those letters are locked away and sealed.
- 00:07:45,423 --> 00:07:49,635 I don't want them to be preserved publicly or privately.
- 00:07:49,636 --> 00:07:52,222 There's a reason no one likes to read the fine print.
- 00:07:53,264 --> 00:07:54,974 It takes all the fun out of it.
- 00:07:56,559 --> 00:07:58,228 Is there a reason why you're doing this now?
- 00:07:58,812 --> 00:08:04,150 Well, unlike you, I don't like to put things off until the last minute.
- 00:08:05,068 --> 00:08:08,946 Speaking of, how's your love life?
- 00:08:08,947 --> 00:08:13,743 I'm not prying. I'm just genuinely curious.
- 00:08:15,328 --> 00:08:19,416 I guess you could say I'm in kind of a transition period.
- 00:08:20,333 --> 00:08:24,462 Somehow in an effort not to upset anybody, I've upset everyone.
- 00:08:25,588 --> 00:08:27,549 One person in particular who is…
- 00:08:29,175 --> 00:08:30,342 She's special.
- 00:08:30,343 --> 00:08:34,680 Well, confrontation's never been your strong suit.
- 00:08:34,681 --> 00:08:39,519 And have I read about this special person?
- 00:08:40,186 --> 00:08:41,187 No.
- 00:08:42,647 --> 00:08:46,860 And frankly, that's part of the appeal. She's not interested in that.
- 00:08:47,610 --> 00:08:49,320 She seems to know who she is.
- 00:08:50,822 --> 00:08:55,076 And when she looks at me, I can tell that she knows that… I don't…
- 00:08:57,162 --> 00:08:58,580 Know who you are.
- 00:09:01,624 --> 00:09:07,588 You know, I remember the first night your father and I spent at the White House.
- 00:09:07,589 --> 00:09:09,340 He turned to me and he said,
- 00:09:10,633 --> 00:09:13,135 "Can you believe where we are?"
- 00:09:13,136 --> 00:09:17,599 And I said, "Of course I can. How do you think we got here?"
- 00:09:18,683 --> 00:09:25,106 In some ways, our life together was more of a realization of my dream than his.
- 00:09:25,648 --> 00:09:28,484 Not that I ever imagined myself in the White House,
- 00:09:28,485 --> 00:09:34,823 but your father, well, he could have been happy sailing or riding his whole life,
- 00:09:34,824 --> 00:09:37,994 but I, for whatever reason…
- 00:09:40,288 --> 00:09:45,877 Well, I always knew I was bound for a different life than everyone else.
- 00:09:46,503 --> 00:09:47,796 Something more.
- 00:09:50,256 --> 00:09:53,885 I've been reading some of the tributes.
- 00:09:55,095 --> 00:09:56,596 Why are you saying it like that?
- 00:09:57,097 --> 00:10:03,311 Well, absent the past tense, they're essentially obituaries.
- 00:10:04,020 --> 00:10:07,397 Well, isn't it nice to be around so you can read it,
- 00:10:07,398 --> 00:10:09,108 see how much you mean to people?
- 00:10:09,109 --> 00:10:11,945 It's not the adulation I question.
- 00:10:12,904 --> 00:10:17,534 It's where it stems from, how it came to be.
- 00:10:18,243 --> 00:10:21,870 I can't help but sometimes wonder
- 00:10:21,871 --> 00:10:26,459 how I'd be remembered if I hadn't…
- 00:10:28,378 --> 00:10:30,755 - if I wasn't… - What?
- 00:10:32,715 --> 00:10:33,883 America's widow.
- 00:10:38,096 --> 00:10:43,017 That's not to say I'm not moved by the outpouring of love, it's just that…
- 00:10:44,602 --> 00:10:47,354 Well, pathos and recognition
- 00:10:47,355 --> 00:10:50,858 are two very, very, very different things.
- 00:10:50,859 --> 00:10:55,446 You really believe that that's what this is? Pity?
- 00:10:58,449 --> 00:10:59,576 It's not that.
- 00:11:00,910 --> 00:11:04,246 I think the world thought that we went through something together,
- 00:11:04,247 --> 00:11:06,207 that what happened in Dallas
- 00:11:07,417 --> 00:11:09,210 happened to all of us.
- 00:11:10,879 --> 00:11:15,132 You once told me that you had no choice but to go on after what happened,
- 00:11:15,133 --> 00:11:16,301 that anybody would.
- 00:11:16,968 --> 00:11:19,971 But you're wrong. You did have a choice.
- 00:11:27,145 --> 00:11:29,480 We grew up in people's living rooms.
- 00:11:30,940 --> 00:11:35,111 They feel like they know us, that we're a part of their family.
- 00:11:36,571 --> 00:11:39,990 Which is why whenever we do anything unseemly
- 00:11:39,991 --> 00:11:45,371 or at odds with their perception of us, they lash out with an even greater fervor.
- 00:11:45,955 --> 00:11:51,085 'Cause in their minds, we don't exist without them.
- 00:11:52,003 --> 00:11:58,051 Public's always holding a flower in one hand and a stone in the other.
- 00:12:00,136 --> 00:12:02,138 Don't forget that.
- 00:12:20,823 --> 00:12:25,620 <i>♪ Each evening From December to December ♪</i>
- 00:12:27,121 --> 00:12:30,792 <i>♪ Before you drift to sleep Upon your cot ♪</i>
- 00:12:32,585 --> 00:12:36,422 <i>♪ Think back on all the tales That you remember ♪</i>
- 00:12:38,132 --> 00:12:39,592 <i>♪ Of Camelot ♪</i>
- 00:12:43,263 --> 00:12:46,933 <i>♪ Ask every person If he's heard the story ♪</i>
- 00:12:48,559 --> 00:12:52,105 <i>♪ And tell it strong and clear If he has not ♪</i>
- 00:12:53,690 --> 00:12:57,568 <i>♪ That once there was A fleeting wisp of glory ♪</i>
- 00:12:59,153 --> 00:13:00,405 <i>♪ Called Camelot ♪</i>
- 00:13:04,617 --> 00:13:05,660 <i>♪ Camelot ♪</i>
- 00:13:07,036 --> 00:13:08,037 <i>♪ Camelot ♪</i>
- 00:13:08,579 --> 00:13:11,582 <i>♪ I know it gives a person pause ♪</i>
- 00:13:13,835 --> 00:13:15,670 <i>♪ But in Camelot ♪</i>
- 00:13:17,130 --> 00:13:18,256 <i>♪ Camelot ♪</i>
- 00:13:19,382 --> 00:13:22,010 <i>♪ Those were the legal laws ♪</i>
- 00:13:24,971 --> 00:13:29,183 <i>♪ Where once it never rained Till after sundown ♪</i>
- 00:13:30,601 --> 00:13:34,480 <i>♪ By 8:00 a.m. the morning fog had flown ♪</i>
- 00:13:35,732 --> 00:13:37,900 <i>♪ Don't let it be forgot ♪</i>
- 00:13:38,693 --> 00:13:40,903 <i>♪ That once there was a spot ♪</i>
- 00:13:41,738 --> 00:13:45,283 <i>♪ For one brief shining moment ♪</i>
- 00:13:46,200 --> 00:13:51,496 <i>♪ That was known as ♪</i>
- 00:13:51,497 --> 00:13:58,587 <i>♪ Camelot ♪</i>
- 00:14:17,440 --> 00:14:18,649 Thank you for meeting me.
- 00:14:23,154 --> 00:14:25,823 I feel like we're trading state secrets.
- 00:14:30,495 --> 00:14:33,580 - You know, I got jumped in a park once. - What?
- 00:14:33,581 --> 00:14:35,999 Yeah, I was, like, 15 riding my bike to a tennis lesson.
- 00:14:36,000 --> 00:14:38,752 And this guy just socked me, jacked my bike, and took off.
- 00:14:38,753 --> 00:14:42,130 What is it with you and bikes? Didn't you have Secret Service?
- 00:14:42,131 --> 00:14:45,927 I did, but my mom always insisted that they kept their distance.
- 00:14:46,511 --> 00:14:48,386 She hated the idea of me moving through life
- 00:14:48,387 --> 00:14:50,388 like a coddled prince with a God complex.
- 00:14:50,389 --> 00:14:52,057 Hey, she still lets you Rollerblade.
- 00:14:53,142 --> 00:14:54,810 It's probably 'cause they're harder to steal than a bike.
- 00:14:54,811 --> 00:14:56,978 She used to love to send me to work
- 00:14:56,979 --> 00:15:00,690 on ranches, fishing boats, wilderness survival trips.
- 00:15:00,691 --> 00:15:04,862 She was always very keen on me being a real man, whatever that means.
- 00:15:05,738 --> 00:15:10,201 She was probably scared she was gonna mess you up, and that she wasn't enough.
- 00:15:10,868 --> 00:15:13,246 She didn't want you to feel more shortchanged than you already were.
- 00:15:14,664 --> 00:15:18,041 How is it that you have more insight into my family than my family?
- 00:15:18,042 --> 00:15:21,796 No, I just know there's no greater force on earth than that of a single mom.
- 00:15:24,215 --> 00:15:27,801 You'd think with twice the responsibility, they'd get graded on a curve,
- 00:15:27,802 --> 00:15:30,470 but they're just forced to grin and bear it
- 00:15:30,471 --> 00:15:32,306 for a world dictated by the men who failed them.
- 00:15:33,224 --> 00:15:34,892 You feel like your dad failed your mom?
- 00:15:36,978 --> 00:15:38,729 I feel like he failed a lot of people.
- 00:15:41,607 --> 00:15:44,819 But how is she doing? Your mom.
- 00:15:46,988 --> 00:15:48,363 I can tell she's scared,
- 00:15:48,364 --> 00:15:51,366 which, I mean, I always knew there would come a point
- 00:15:51,367 --> 00:15:54,870 where I'd have to take care of her, but she's 64, you know.
- 00:15:54,871 --> 00:15:57,414 She's a survivor. That's what she does. She survives.
- 00:15:57,415 --> 00:15:58,416 Yeah.
- 00:16:02,044 --> 00:16:05,882 But think of all the lives she's lived in 64 years.
- 00:16:10,636 --> 00:16:13,139 I wish you could meet her. She'd love you.
- 00:16:17,977 --> 00:16:20,396 - Sorry, I was-- - No, no, it's fine, it's fine.
- 00:16:23,816 --> 00:16:25,026 I should probably go.
- 00:16:25,943 --> 00:16:26,944 Yeah.
- 00:16:35,870 --> 00:16:37,454 Why did you want to meet, though?
- 00:16:37,455 --> 00:16:42,126 I mean, you've got tons of friends and family.
- 00:16:43,377 --> 00:16:47,005 I don't know. You're just the person I wanted to see.
- 00:16:48,883 --> 00:16:49,966 What about…
- 00:16:49,967 --> 00:16:51,219 - Daryl? - Yeah.
- 00:16:52,220 --> 00:16:55,764 She's back in LA. Indefinitely, it seems.
- 00:16:55,765 --> 00:16:58,141 <i>♪ I wanna hold the hand inside you… ♪</i>
- 00:16:58,142 --> 00:17:01,603 You don't have to walk me home. I'm five minutes from here.
- 00:17:01,604 --> 00:17:05,023 I'll take the five minutes, if that's all right with you.
- 00:17:05,024 --> 00:17:07,108 - <i>…and the belts with Sharpie.</i> - <i>And no one noticed?</i>
- 00:17:07,109 --> 00:17:10,154 Oh, no, no. Rave reviews across the board.
- 00:17:14,242 --> 00:17:15,575 I should go.
- 00:17:15,576 --> 00:17:17,702 Yeah, I wouldn't want to keep an underwear model waiting either.
- 00:17:17,703 --> 00:17:19,621 They must get very hungry.
- 00:17:19,622 --> 00:17:20,956 Did you look him up or something?
- 00:17:20,957 --> 00:17:22,332 No, I looked up at him.
- 00:17:22,333 --> 00:17:23,834 All 50 feet.
- 00:17:24,794 --> 00:17:25,877 We're friends.
- 00:17:25,878 --> 00:17:28,964 No one is just friends with an underwear model.
- 00:17:28,965 --> 00:17:30,967 They're basically sex symbols for trade.
- 00:17:31,634 --> 00:17:33,468 This coming from <i>People's</i> "Sexiest Man Alive."
- 00:17:33,469 --> 00:17:34,595 That's different.
- 00:17:35,596 --> 00:17:36,680 How?
- 00:17:36,681 --> 00:17:39,599 Well, I'm not on a billboard in Times Square in my tighty-whities.
- 00:17:39,600 --> 00:17:41,561 Yeah, you're just shirtless everywhere else.
- 00:17:44,146 --> 00:17:48,108 Well, I'm happy for you and your budding friendship.
- 00:17:48,109 --> 00:17:51,945 Everyone needs a good, broad, muscular shoulder to cry on.
- 00:17:51,946 --> 00:17:55,658 <i>♪ Fade into you ♪</i>
- 00:17:59,203 --> 00:18:02,497 <i>♪ Strange you never knew ♪</i>
- 00:18:02,498 --> 00:18:03,499 Good night, John.
- 00:18:08,462 --> 00:18:13,634 <i>♪ Fade into you ♪</i>
- 00:18:17,847 --> 00:18:22,310 <i>♪ I think it's strange you never knew ♪</i>
- 00:18:23,519 --> 00:18:27,230 Do you still want to be a teacher when you grow up?
- 00:18:27,231 --> 00:18:29,316 I wanna be a photographer.
- 00:18:29,317 --> 00:18:33,738 A photographer? You do? Since when?
- 00:18:34,322 --> 00:18:39,242 Do you know that Grandma used to be a photographer when she was a young girl?
- 00:18:39,243 --> 00:18:41,494 For a newspaper and everything.
- 00:18:41,495 --> 00:18:44,039 Do you want to hold my baby, Grandma?
- 00:18:44,040 --> 00:18:48,210 Oh, yes, I do. The baby with all the jewel--
- 00:18:49,962 --> 00:18:55,801 Sweetheart, why don't you hold the baby, and I'll go get her a blanket? Yes?
- 00:19:02,141 --> 00:19:03,434 Grandma.
- 00:19:05,269 --> 00:19:06,437 Mommy!
- 00:19:08,064 --> 00:19:09,315 Oh, my God.
- 00:19:10,524 --> 00:19:12,068 Mom. Mom.
- 00:19:12,818 --> 00:19:13,819 Eugie!
- 00:19:14,528 --> 00:19:16,446 Mommy. Mom!
- 00:19:16,447 --> 00:19:17,615 Eugie, call 911.
- 00:19:18,115 --> 00:19:22,036 Mommy, wake up. Mom! Mom!
- 00:19:35,007 --> 00:19:37,426 Make sure the hospital knows to register her under an alias.
- 00:19:38,177 --> 00:19:39,303 We'll take care of it.
- 00:19:43,599 --> 00:19:45,267 It's okay, Mom. It's gonna be okay.
- 00:19:56,862 --> 00:19:59,239 We were optimistic because the scans showed
- 00:19:59,240 --> 00:20:01,617 the cancer had dissipated from your chest and stomach.
- 00:20:02,785 --> 00:20:06,955 However, it does appear to have spread to your brain and spinal cord.
- 00:20:06,956 --> 00:20:10,709 At this point, we recommend a much more aggressive treatment--
- 00:20:10,710 --> 00:20:12,502 Pass my bag, please.
- 00:20:24,724 --> 00:20:27,225 Um, one in which we would drill a hole
- 00:20:27,226 --> 00:20:29,520 into your brain and insert a shunt
- 00:20:30,229 --> 00:20:32,814 that would allow the fluid buildup to drain
- 00:20:32,815 --> 00:20:34,941 and redirect it to other parts of the body…
- 00:20:57,673 --> 00:20:59,008 Jackie, Jackie! Over here.
- 00:21:00,217 --> 00:21:01,843 - How are you feeling? - John!
- 00:21:01,844 --> 00:21:03,262 We're thinking about you, Mrs. Kennedy.
- 00:21:08,350 --> 00:21:10,019 How much longer do you think we have?
- 00:21:10,603 --> 00:21:14,482 I mean, roughly what's the general time frame for someone at this stage?
- 00:21:15,191 --> 00:21:16,650 It can vary significantly.
- 00:21:17,568 --> 00:21:19,445 Okay. Thank you.
- 00:21:31,123 --> 00:21:32,833 Should we call Aunt Lee?
- 00:21:34,335 --> 00:21:35,920 That could go a lot of different ways.
- 00:21:36,754 --> 00:21:39,339 - Yeah, maybe we should call Anthony first. - Yeah.
- 00:21:48,349 --> 00:21:49,475 What is it, Nancy? What's wrong?
- 00:21:51,101 --> 00:21:53,353 She asked to see Monsignor Bardes.
- 00:21:53,354 --> 00:21:54,437 - No. - Why?
- 00:21:54,438 --> 00:21:55,522 It's what she wants.
- 00:21:55,523 --> 00:21:56,524 - Last rites? - What?
- 00:21:58,192 --> 00:22:00,777 Why are we acting like this is happening right now?
- 00:22:00,778 --> 00:22:04,113 I mean, I know her time is limited, but that doesn't mean we just give up.
- 00:22:04,114 --> 00:22:06,533 Nancy, do not call him. I'm gonna go talk to her.
- 00:22:06,534 --> 00:22:07,784 John, please.
- 00:22:07,785 --> 00:22:11,955 She wants to do this while she is still lucid, and we can't fault her for that.
- 00:22:36,522 --> 00:22:38,816 Would you like to give me your confession now?
- 00:22:47,992 --> 00:22:52,288 Forgive me, Father, for I have sinned.
- 00:22:56,667 --> 00:22:57,668 I…
- 00:23:00,212 --> 00:23:01,881 I wanted to die…
- 00:23:03,924 --> 00:23:05,134 after Jack.
- 00:23:06,719 --> 00:23:08,304 <i>I thought…</i>
- 00:23:10,598 --> 00:23:14,894 <i>that was supposed to be the both of us that day in Dallas.</i>
- 00:23:19,356 --> 00:23:20,649 But I couldn't move.
- 00:23:22,943 --> 00:23:23,986 I froze.
- 00:23:26,947 --> 00:23:31,075 And I was so… so mad at him.
- 00:23:32,786 --> 00:23:34,663 For all he put me through.
- 00:23:35,748 --> 00:23:37,041 All the women.
- 00:23:39,585 --> 00:23:44,882 But I always protected him. Always.
- 00:23:45,799 --> 00:23:47,843 Even after he died.
- 00:23:51,597 --> 00:23:54,600 And I sat down with that journalist,
- 00:23:56,018 --> 00:23:58,896 and I gave him the fairy tale.
- 00:24:12,826 --> 00:24:17,623 "There will never be another Camelot."
- 00:24:25,172 --> 00:24:27,132 And I want him to know…
- 00:24:33,347 --> 00:24:34,598 I forgive him.
- 00:24:40,396 --> 00:24:41,397 Jack?
- 00:24:48,988 --> 00:24:49,989 God.
- 00:24:59,748 --> 00:25:02,418 <i>"It is glory to have been tested.</i>
- 00:25:03,377 --> 00:25:06,213 <i>To have had our little quality and cast our little spell.</i>
- 00:25:07,715 --> 00:25:09,883 The thing is to have made somebody care.
- 00:25:11,760 --> 00:25:16,557 You happen to be crazy, of course. But that doesn't affect the law.
- 00:25:18,767 --> 00:25:22,938 A second chance, that's the delusion.
- 00:25:24,273 --> 00:25:26,817 It was never meant to be but one.
- 00:25:28,110 --> 00:25:32,031 We work in the dark. We do what we can.
- 00:25:33,449 --> 00:25:35,074 We give what we have."
- 00:25:36,660 --> 00:25:41,372 "Our doubt is our passion. Our passion is our task."
- 00:25:45,085 --> 00:25:46,670 I'm sorry.
- 00:25:47,671 --> 00:25:49,048 What?
- 00:25:50,716 --> 00:25:52,176 What are you talking about?
- 00:25:54,928 --> 00:25:59,099 All this. Just…
- 00:26:01,060 --> 00:26:03,187 Just for an idea.
- 00:26:06,440 --> 00:26:08,942 Oh.
- 00:26:11,153 --> 00:26:13,072 Oh, sweetheart.
- 00:28:25,245 --> 00:28:29,041 "Last night at around 10:15, my mother passed on.
- 00:28:30,000 --> 00:28:34,211 She was surrounded by her friends, and her family, and her books,
- 00:28:34,212 --> 00:28:38,717 and the people and the things she loved. And she did it in her own way.
- 00:28:39,676 --> 00:28:41,261 And we all feel lucky for that.
- 00:28:42,971 --> 00:28:44,640 And now she's in God's hands."
- 00:28:46,224 --> 00:28:47,684 Thank you.
- 00:28:57,736 --> 00:29:01,156 I will never understand it.
- 00:29:01,823 --> 00:29:02,824 What's that?
- 00:29:04,284 --> 00:29:07,913 Why we have to put on a brave face for them.
- 00:29:13,752 --> 00:29:15,128 Thank you so much for coming.
- 00:29:15,796 --> 00:29:17,339 Really, really appreciate it.
- 00:29:24,388 --> 00:29:25,681 John!
- 00:29:26,890 --> 00:29:27,891 Hi.
- 00:29:31,228 --> 00:29:32,728 I'm so sorry.
- 00:29:32,729 --> 00:29:35,731 I tried to get on an earlier flight and then everything was booked
- 00:29:35,732 --> 00:29:37,525 and then they lost my luggage and it was a whole--
- 00:29:37,526 --> 00:29:40,695 - I didn't even know you were coming. - Of course. She was your whole world.
- 00:29:40,696 --> 00:29:42,113 No, I meant to the wake.
- 00:29:42,114 --> 00:29:44,532 I figured I'd see you at the funeral, but how did you know that--
- 00:29:44,533 --> 00:29:46,993 Look, whatever happened between your mother and I,
- 00:29:46,994 --> 00:29:51,080 it doesn't matter. Life is too short, and I know how much she meant to you.
- 00:29:51,081 --> 00:29:53,374 - Thank you. - Is there a coat check?
- 00:29:53,375 --> 00:29:55,043 - No. - I'll just go put it in your room.
- 00:30:00,716 --> 00:30:02,091 It would have meant so much to her
- 00:30:02,092 --> 00:30:06,095 for you two to have traveled so far to be here today. Thank you so much.
- 00:30:06,096 --> 00:30:09,015 I still remember that trip she took with your father to Paris.
- 00:30:09,016 --> 00:30:12,852 Do you have any idea how elegant, how proficient someone has to be
- 00:30:12,853 --> 00:30:14,520 to impress the French?
- 00:30:14,521 --> 00:30:17,189 I was at a party at the Prince's Palace of Monaco,
- 00:30:17,190 --> 00:30:19,191 and someone asked Princess Grace
- 00:30:19,192 --> 00:30:22,028 what it was like to be the most glamorous woman in the world,
- 00:30:22,029 --> 00:30:23,654 and you know what she said?
- 00:30:23,655 --> 00:30:25,281 "You'll have to ask Jackie O."
- 00:30:25,282 --> 00:30:27,117 Of course.
- 00:30:27,868 --> 00:30:29,077 You know my Uncle Teddy.
- 00:30:30,162 --> 00:30:31,746 Pleasure to meet you, Senator Kennedy.
- 00:30:31,747 --> 00:30:33,873 I'll leave you in his very capable hands.
- 00:30:33,874 --> 00:30:38,628 It's nice to meet you. By any chance…
- 00:30:40,797 --> 00:30:41,882 There you are.
- 00:30:43,383 --> 00:30:45,176 I thought you might have disappeared.
- 00:30:45,177 --> 00:30:47,178 No, no, I've just been running around.
- 00:30:47,179 --> 00:30:48,512 How are you feeling?
- 00:30:48,513 --> 00:30:49,598 Um…
- 00:30:50,223 --> 00:30:53,809 I don't know. Haven't had a lot of time to process it, I think.
- 00:30:53,810 --> 00:30:56,854 Yeah, and grief is weird that way.
- 00:30:56,855 --> 00:31:00,357 It kind of sneaks up on you and all you can do is succumb to it,
- 00:31:00,358 --> 00:31:03,069 you know, like when I lost Hank.
- 00:31:03,070 --> 00:31:04,612 Sorry about that.
- 00:31:04,613 --> 00:31:07,740 I mean, yes, he was a dog, but he was also like my child.
- 00:31:07,741 --> 00:31:08,742 Yeah.
- 00:31:09,326 --> 00:31:13,370 Of course everyone keeps trying to find out what's going on with us,
- 00:31:13,371 --> 00:31:15,122 like in what capacity I'm here.
- 00:31:15,123 --> 00:31:18,543 People are asking you about our relationship status at my mother's wake?
- 00:31:19,127 --> 00:31:20,711 I mean, not explicitly, but, like--
- 00:31:20,712 --> 00:31:22,463 Well, we haven't spoken in months, so…
- 00:31:22,464 --> 00:31:26,301 Exactly. There's a lot that remains unsaid.
- 00:31:27,177 --> 00:31:28,970 Hey, Nancy, have you seen Caroline?
- 00:31:29,513 --> 00:31:31,222 I think she just needed a minute.
- 00:31:31,223 --> 00:31:35,018 I'm gonna go check on my sister, but I'll talk to you later.
- 00:31:37,104 --> 00:31:38,105 Of course.
- 00:31:51,034 --> 00:31:52,660 Hey, sorry, I just--
- 00:31:52,661 --> 00:31:53,662 It's okay.
- 00:31:54,579 --> 00:31:55,831 I know it's crazy out there.
- 00:32:03,088 --> 00:32:06,924 I don't think anyone out there has said one thing about her that I'm gonna miss.
- 00:32:06,925 --> 00:32:10,678 You're not gonna miss her poise or her love for the written word?
- 00:32:10,679 --> 00:32:13,473 It's like they're all afraid to admit she was just a person.
- 00:32:14,432 --> 00:32:17,226 Like, somehow acknowledging even the slightest imperfection
- 00:32:17,227 --> 00:32:19,271 would somehow discount their proximity to her.
- 00:32:23,733 --> 00:32:26,735 Remember when she found your weed plant in her garden at Hyannis?
- 00:32:30,157 --> 00:32:32,408 She didn't find it. A police officer found it.
- 00:32:32,409 --> 00:32:34,243 Oh, my God. That's right.
- 00:32:34,244 --> 00:32:36,495 What was he doing wandering around the garden in Hyannis?
- 00:32:36,496 --> 00:32:39,123 Oh, I don't know. I think a neighbor probably reported it.
- 00:32:39,124 --> 00:32:40,709 I thought our neighbors loved us.
- 00:32:42,460 --> 00:32:44,253 Didn't you tell her it was a zucchini?
- 00:32:44,254 --> 00:32:46,714 Parsley. Zucchini?
- 00:32:46,715 --> 00:32:47,840 She was so mad.
- 00:32:47,841 --> 00:32:50,593 Her voice dropped into that really scary octave.
- 00:32:52,345 --> 00:32:55,182 "Caroline. Marijuana? How could you?"
- 00:32:55,724 --> 00:32:58,058 "And in my garden? A botanical sanctuary."
- 00:32:59,144 --> 00:33:01,938 You had a real rebellious streak going there for a little while.
- 00:33:03,190 --> 00:33:04,858 I miss those days.
- 00:33:09,112 --> 00:33:12,240 I think I was just trying to find ways to tell her I was never gonna be like her.
- 00:33:14,451 --> 00:33:17,870 Well, I, for one, am glad you didn't.
- 00:33:17,871 --> 00:33:20,248 Otherwise I'd be missing out on someone really special.
- 00:33:23,543 --> 00:33:26,171 Okay. We should go back.
- 00:33:27,923 --> 00:33:29,465 I think I overheard one of the cousins
- 00:33:29,466 --> 00:33:31,800 asking if someone knows how to play "Frère Jacques" on the piano.
- 00:33:31,801 --> 00:33:32,802 Ugh!
- 00:33:34,679 --> 00:33:36,389 - I'll be out in a second. - Okay.
- 00:33:38,892 --> 00:33:45,314 <i>♪ Glory, glory, Hallelujah ♪</i>
- 00:33:45,315 --> 00:33:50,528 <i>♪ Glory, glory, Hallelujah ♪</i>
- 00:33:52,364 --> 00:33:57,660 <i>♪ Glory, glory, Hallelujah ♪</i>
- 00:33:57,661 --> 00:34:03,708 <i>♪ His truth is marching on ♪</i>
- 00:35:02,350 --> 00:35:04,977 <i>Those of you who may just be joining us right now,</i>
- 00:35:04,978 --> 00:35:08,314 <i>we are on to keep you apprised of the funeral arrangements</i>
- 00:35:08,315 --> 00:35:10,524 <i>for Jacqueline Kennedy Onassis.</i>
- 00:35:10,525 --> 00:35:12,318 <i>Jacqueline Kennedy Onassis, of course,</i>
- 00:35:12,319 --> 00:35:15,362 <i>died on Thursday night around 10:15 in her home.</i>
- 00:35:15,363 --> 00:35:18,574 <i>She had asked to be returned to her apartment on the Upper East Side.</i>
- 00:35:18,575 --> 00:35:21,452 <i>Everybody over ten years old in 1963</i>
- 00:35:21,453 --> 00:35:24,580 <i>remembers her with the greatest gratitude</i>
- 00:35:24,581 --> 00:35:26,999 <i>because it was her strength that carried us through</i>
- 00:35:27,000 --> 00:35:30,378 <i>that awful, awful November of 1963.</i>
- 00:35:31,129 --> 00:35:33,297 <i>That was also the first time anything like this</i>
- 00:35:33,298 --> 00:35:35,382 <i>had ever been seen on television.</i>
- 00:35:35,383 --> 00:35:37,760 <i>It really is a national communion of sorts,</i>
- 00:35:37,761 --> 00:35:40,220 <i>a cathartic experience for many people.</i>
- 00:35:40,221 --> 00:35:45,184 <i>And the eulogy to be delivered by Senator Edward Kennedy.</i>
- 00:35:45,185 --> 00:35:51,523 <i>No one else looked like her, spoke like her, wrote like her,</i>
- 00:35:51,524 --> 00:35:54,694 <i>or was so original in the way she did things.</i>
- 00:35:55,487 --> 00:35:59,741 <i>No one we knew ever had a better sense of self.</i>
- 00:36:00,617 --> 00:36:04,078 <i>Her two children turned out to be extraordinary.</i>
- 00:36:04,079 --> 00:36:07,956 <i>Honest, unspoiled, and with a character equal to hers.</i>
- 00:36:07,957 --> 00:36:13,295 <i>She reveled in their accomplishments. She hurt with their sorrows.</i>
- 00:36:13,296 --> 00:36:17,425 <i>She felt sheer joy and delight in spending time with them.</i>
- 00:36:18,093 --> 00:36:20,095 <i>They are her two miracles.</i>
- 00:36:21,554 --> 00:36:26,267 <i>I often think of what she said about Jack in December after he died.</i>
- 00:36:27,185 --> 00:36:30,730 <i>"They made him a legend when he would have preferred to be a man."</i>
- 00:36:31,564 --> 00:36:34,483 <i>Jackie would have preferred to be just herself,</i>
- 00:36:34,484 --> 00:36:37,987 <i>but the world insisted that she be a legend too.</i>
- 00:36:50,792 --> 00:36:52,043 <i>Dear John,</i>
- 00:36:53,044 --> 00:36:57,715 <i>I understand the pressures you will always have to face as a Kennedy,</i>
- 00:36:57,716 --> 00:37:01,135 <i>even though we brought you into this world as an innocent.</i>
- 00:37:02,262 --> 00:37:06,266 <i>You more than anyone have a place in history.</i>
- 00:37:06,933 --> 00:37:10,477 <i>No matter what path you blaze in life,</i>
- 00:37:10,478 --> 00:37:16,275 <i>all I ask is that you continue to make Caroline, the Kennedy family,</i>
- 00:37:16,276 --> 00:37:20,488 <i>and most importantly, yourself proud.</i>
- 00:37:21,448 --> 00:37:26,161 {\an8}<i>Stay close to those who know you and love you as you are.</i>
- 00:37:27,370 --> 00:37:29,831 {\an8}<i>All my love, Mommy.</i>
- 00:37:39,549 --> 00:37:40,633 <i>♪ Oh ♪</i>
- 00:37:42,343 --> 00:37:44,846 <i>♪ Can't anybody see ♪</i>
- 00:37:49,434 --> 00:37:52,353 <i>♪ We've got a war to fight ♪</i>
- 00:37:54,606 --> 00:37:57,400 <i>♪ Never found our way ♪</i>
- 00:37:58,777 --> 00:38:03,490 <i>♪ Regardless of what they say ♪</i>
- 00:38:04,699 --> 00:38:10,246 <i>♪ How can it feel this wrong ♪</i>
- 00:38:14,626 --> 00:38:16,669 <i>♪ From this moment ♪</i>
- 00:38:17,337 --> 00:38:22,967 <i>♪ How can it feel this wrong ♪</i>
- 00:39:14,394 --> 00:39:15,728 Breathe.
- 00:00:12,012 --> 00:00:14,598 - [John laughs] She's so darling. - [baby babbles]
- 00:00:17,684 --> 00:00:19,019 [Jackie panting]
- 00:00:21,605 --> 00:00:27,610 Look at these trees. Just gorgeous. Aren't they?
- 00:00:27,611 --> 00:00:30,030 - You okay? - Yes, I'm fine.
- 00:00:33,408 --> 00:00:35,868 [John] Well, we're just trying to lock down investors right now,
- 00:00:35,869 --> 00:00:38,913 which, needless to say, has been a lesson in humility.
- 00:00:38,914 --> 00:00:42,375 Michael pretty much has me out there with my hat in hand singing for my supper.
- 00:00:42,376 --> 00:00:43,459 [Jackie chuckles]
- 00:00:43,460 --> 00:00:46,504 Well, it's your magazine. What did you expect?
- 00:00:46,505 --> 00:00:47,506 I know.
- 00:00:48,590 --> 00:00:53,720 And I'm happy to do the work, but I don't want people to see <i>George</i> and think of me.
- 00:00:54,972 --> 00:00:56,974 You know, I want it to have its own identity.
- 00:00:58,725 --> 00:01:03,563 You think your father won his congressional seat solely on merit? No.
- 00:01:04,982 --> 00:01:11,153 He capitalized on his charm, his magnetism, his father's good fortune,
- 00:01:11,154 --> 00:01:17,369 and then he used his platform to do good and to prove himself.
- 00:01:18,203 --> 00:01:21,581 Now I know it's important to you that you be your own man,
- 00:01:21,582 --> 00:01:25,794 but, sweetheart, there are so many doors open to you.
- 00:01:26,628 --> 00:01:31,257 You don't have to build one and run through it just to say you did.
- 00:01:31,258 --> 00:01:32,758 Can we please not do this again?
- 00:01:32,759 --> 00:01:34,511 All I'm saying is,
- 00:01:35,929 --> 00:01:40,558 your last name doesn't need to be this albatross from which you need to escape.
- 00:01:40,559 --> 00:01:44,562 This is why I wish you'd seek out Maurice's advice more.
- 00:01:44,563 --> 00:01:46,148 Yes, but I have spoken with him.
- 00:01:47,399 --> 00:01:49,526 He's always gonna be there for you.
- 00:01:50,235 --> 00:01:51,902 Why are you saying it like that?
- 00:01:51,903 --> 00:01:54,947 Well, I just mean you ought to take advantage of his counsel.
- 00:01:54,948 --> 00:01:55,949 [camera clicking]
- 00:01:57,492 --> 00:01:58,493 Oh!
- 00:01:58,994 --> 00:02:02,330 Let's just get Caroline and head home, shall we?
- 00:02:02,331 --> 00:02:05,207 The last thing I need is to give them a shot of me
- 00:02:05,208 --> 00:02:08,627 catching my breath or withering away. [laughs]
- 00:02:08,628 --> 00:02:12,548 Gone are the days when my style used to sell the papers.
- 00:02:12,549 --> 00:02:16,719 Oh, please. You could walk down Fifth Avenue in a bunny costume
- 00:02:16,720 --> 00:02:17,845 and people would be like,
- 00:02:17,846 --> 00:02:20,931 - "Oh, where did you get that suit?" - [laughing]
- 00:02:20,932 --> 00:02:24,060 There'd be models walking down runways, hopping, actually.
- 00:02:24,061 --> 00:02:26,313 - Oh, stop. - Cotton tails, the whole thing.
- 00:02:26,855 --> 00:02:29,231 - Please don't make me laugh. - [laughs]
- 00:02:29,232 --> 00:02:31,609 I'm sorry. You okay?
- 00:02:31,610 --> 00:02:36,281 Yes, yes, I'm fine. It's… It's a good kind of pain.
- 00:02:37,115 --> 00:02:38,866 You sure you don't want to keep walking?
- 00:02:38,867 --> 00:02:42,119 No, no, I'm actually quite hungry.
- 00:02:42,120 --> 00:02:44,706 Good. Good. An appetite's a good sign.
- 00:03:01,056 --> 00:03:02,057 Thank you, Tony.
- 00:03:04,851 --> 00:03:06,268 Whoa!
- 00:03:06,269 --> 00:03:08,104 - Looks like a greenhouse in here. - Mmm.
- 00:03:08,105 --> 00:03:09,313 Would you like me to bring them up?
- 00:03:09,314 --> 00:03:10,857 Yes, please, Tony. Thank you.
- 00:03:11,983 --> 00:03:14,735 "You're in my reflections. Michael Jackson"?
- 00:03:14,736 --> 00:03:16,822 - Mom secured his book deal. - Oh!
- 00:03:19,950 --> 00:03:23,787 Daryl? I thought we'd all been shunned after dog-gate.
- 00:03:25,288 --> 00:03:27,081 It's quite magnanimous of her.
- 00:03:27,082 --> 00:03:29,583 You always have such nice things to say after they're gone.
- 00:03:29,584 --> 00:03:31,836 I'm just still trying to imagine what everyone on that flight
- 00:03:31,837 --> 00:03:34,338 must have been thinking when they saw you with those ashes. [chuckles]
- 00:03:34,339 --> 00:03:36,215 Why do you think I'm trying to get my pilot's license?
- 00:03:36,216 --> 00:03:37,299 [chuckles]
- 00:03:37,300 --> 00:03:39,051 - All righty, I gotta go. - Okay.
- 00:03:39,052 --> 00:03:41,303 - Sure you don't want a hand with this? - No, I'm good. Thank you.
- 00:03:41,304 --> 00:03:42,388 Okay.
- 00:03:42,389 --> 00:03:44,598 Just take the vultures with you when you go, will you?
- 00:03:44,599 --> 00:03:45,684 Okay.
- 00:03:46,560 --> 00:03:48,686 Did you want to take the service entrance, Mr. Kennedy?
- 00:03:48,687 --> 00:03:49,729 No, I'm good.
- 00:03:50,981 --> 00:03:51,982 Thank you.
- 00:03:52,649 --> 00:03:53,983 [cameras clicking]
- 00:03:53,984 --> 00:03:56,318 - [paparazzo] John! - [paparazzi clamoring]
- 00:03:56,319 --> 00:03:58,321 [♪ "No Rain" playing]
- 00:04:00,073 --> 00:04:01,949 Come on, walk faster, we're almost there.
- 00:04:01,950 --> 00:04:04,286 [laughing] I'm trying. Make sure I don't hit anything.
- 00:04:06,037 --> 00:04:10,166 Oh, my God. You ready?
- 00:04:10,167 --> 00:04:11,835 Yeah, I guess.
- 00:04:13,462 --> 00:04:15,755 [Carolyn] New York, eat your fucking heart out.
- 00:04:17,340 --> 00:04:19,550 - [Michael] Holy shit. - [both laugh]
- 00:04:19,551 --> 00:04:21,928 I feel like I'm hallucinating.
- 00:04:22,763 --> 00:04:26,349 - Jesus, you can really see my dick, huh? - Yeah, it's better than the alternative.
- 00:04:27,309 --> 00:04:29,935 Should we linger? See if anyone notices you?
- 00:04:29,936 --> 00:04:31,645 I can't believe you made that happen for me.
- 00:04:31,646 --> 00:04:33,481 No, I just put your headshot in a pile.
- 00:04:33,482 --> 00:04:37,777 <i>♪ Oh, oh, oh, oh I'll always be there when you wake… ♪</i>
- 00:04:37,778 --> 00:04:38,779 Let's take a photo.
- 00:04:40,447 --> 00:04:41,448 Come on.
- 00:04:42,240 --> 00:04:45,577 - Oh, wait, I want you to be in it with me. - No, no, no. This is your moment. Go.
- 00:04:47,329 --> 00:04:51,415 <i>♪ So stay with me and I'll have it made… ♪</i>
- 00:04:51,416 --> 00:04:52,500 - Smile. - [clicks]
- 00:04:52,501 --> 00:04:54,544 - [laughs] - Jump.
- 00:04:56,046 --> 00:04:57,380 Should we have gotten a doggie bag?
- 00:04:58,006 --> 00:05:00,091 For what? I cleaned my plate.
- 00:05:01,510 --> 00:05:03,260 I asked if I could have a fry,
- 00:05:03,261 --> 00:05:07,848 and you stated, unequivocally, I could have as many as I wanted.
- 00:05:07,849 --> 00:05:10,852 Well, that's because you didn't necessarily give me a choice.
- 00:05:12,062 --> 00:05:14,772 We got the check, right?
- 00:05:14,773 --> 00:05:16,232 [Michael] Do you have somewhere you have to be?
- 00:05:16,233 --> 00:05:18,317 - [Carolyn] Uh, no, I just… - [man] Hey, John.
- 00:05:18,318 --> 00:05:20,736 [Carolyn] I don't have any cash on me, so…
- 00:05:20,737 --> 00:05:21,822 Uh…
- 00:05:23,365 --> 00:05:24,366 What?
- 00:05:25,951 --> 00:05:28,410 Of all the gin joints.
- 00:05:28,411 --> 00:05:30,955 [laughs] Uh…
- 00:05:30,956 --> 00:05:33,166 I'm a sucker for a laminated menu.
- 00:05:35,293 --> 00:05:37,879 Uh, John, this is my friend, Michael.
- 00:05:38,588 --> 00:05:40,006 - Nice to meet you. - Nice to meet you.
- 00:05:41,633 --> 00:05:42,925 I see you got a new bike.
- 00:05:42,926 --> 00:05:44,593 I did, yeah.
- 00:05:44,594 --> 00:05:47,847 I reported the last one stolen, but I think the case has gone cold.
- 00:05:47,848 --> 00:05:50,267 [Carolyn] Oh. And yet, still no lock.
- 00:05:50,809 --> 00:05:52,393 [John] Well, you know, baby steps.
- 00:05:52,394 --> 00:05:54,854 Maybe we start with a helmet and work our way up from there?
- 00:05:54,855 --> 00:05:56,814 Over this head of hair? No, I don't think so.
- 00:05:56,815 --> 00:05:58,148 [both laugh]
- 00:05:58,149 --> 00:06:01,193 - John, I got your order ready. - Thanks, Joe.
- 00:06:01,194 --> 00:06:02,195 [Joe] You got it.
- 00:06:03,363 --> 00:06:04,446 It was nice to see you.
- 00:06:04,447 --> 00:06:05,907 It was nice to see you too.
- 00:06:06,491 --> 00:06:07,659 [Carolyn] And, um…
- 00:06:09,244 --> 00:06:10,328 I'm thinking about your mom.
- 00:06:12,205 --> 00:06:13,790 Thank you. I appreciate that.
- 00:06:16,960 --> 00:06:18,962 - Nice to meet you, Mike. - You too.
- 00:06:20,171 --> 00:06:21,756 - See you around. - Bye.
- 00:06:24,926 --> 00:06:25,927 [clears throat]
- 00:06:29,973 --> 00:06:31,892 Uh, so what's… what's up for the rest of the day?
- 00:06:32,809 --> 00:06:34,686 [Michael] So we're just gonna ignore that just happened?
- 00:06:35,770 --> 00:06:37,606 You have ketchup on your face.
- 00:06:40,692 --> 00:06:42,694 [♪ "Solitude" playing]
- 00:06:48,325 --> 00:06:55,331 <i>♪ In my solitude ♪</i>
- 00:06:55,332 --> 00:07:02,255 <i>♪ You haunt me ♪</i>
- 00:07:03,256 --> 00:07:06,925 <i>♪ With reveries ♪</i>
- 00:07:06,926 --> 00:07:12,557 <i>♪ Of days gone by ♪</i>
- 00:07:13,642 --> 00:07:18,729 <i>♪ In my solitude ♪</i>
- 00:07:18,730 --> 00:07:24,736 <i>♪ You taunt me ♪</i>
- 00:07:25,487 --> 00:07:30,909 <i>♪ Dear Lord above… ♪</i>
- 00:07:32,869 --> 00:07:33,870 [John] What are you doing?
- 00:07:34,579 --> 00:07:35,580 [exhales]
- 00:07:36,331 --> 00:07:41,126 I don't need my personal correspondence memorialized in the Smithsonian.
- 00:07:41,127 --> 00:07:42,711 You don't need to do that, Mom.
- 00:07:42,712 --> 00:07:45,422 I can see that those letters are locked away and sealed.
- 00:07:45,423 --> 00:07:49,635 I don't want them to be preserved publicly or privately.
- 00:07:49,636 --> 00:07:52,222 There's a reason no one likes to read the fine print.
- 00:07:53,264 --> 00:07:54,974 It takes all the fun out of it.
- 00:07:56,559 --> 00:07:58,228 Is there a reason why you're doing this now?
- 00:07:58,812 --> 00:08:04,150 Well, unlike you, I don't like to put things off until the last minute.
- 00:08:05,068 --> 00:08:08,946 [grunts] Speaking of, how's your love life?
- 00:08:08,947 --> 00:08:13,743 I'm not prying. I'm just genuinely curious.
- 00:08:15,328 --> 00:08:19,416 I guess you could say I'm in kind of a transition period.
- 00:08:20,333 --> 00:08:24,462 Somehow in an effort not to upset anybody, I've upset everyone.
- 00:08:25,588 --> 00:08:27,549 One person in particular who is…
- 00:08:29,175 --> 00:08:30,342 She's special.
- 00:08:30,343 --> 00:08:34,680 Well, confrontation's never been your strong suit.
- 00:08:34,681 --> 00:08:39,519 And have I read about this special person?
- 00:08:40,186 --> 00:08:41,187 No.
- 00:08:42,647 --> 00:08:46,860 And frankly, that's part of the appeal. She's not interested in that.
- 00:08:47,610 --> 00:08:49,320 She seems to know who she is.
- 00:08:50,822 --> 00:08:55,076 And when she looks at me, I can tell that she knows that… I don't…
- 00:08:57,162 --> 00:08:58,580 Know who you are.
- 00:09:01,624 --> 00:09:07,588 You know, I remember the first night your father and I spent at the White House.
- 00:09:07,589 --> 00:09:09,340 He turned to me and he said,
- 00:09:10,633 --> 00:09:13,135 "Can you believe where we are?"
- 00:09:13,136 --> 00:09:17,599 And I said, "Of course I can. How do you think we got here?"
- 00:09:18,683 --> 00:09:25,106 In some ways, our life together was more of a realization of my dream than his.
- 00:09:25,648 --> 00:09:28,484 Not that I ever imagined myself in the White House,
- 00:09:28,485 --> 00:09:34,823 but your father, well, he could have been happy sailing or riding his whole life,
- 00:09:34,824 --> 00:09:37,994 but I, for whatever reason…
- 00:09:40,288 --> 00:09:45,877 Well, I always knew I was bound for a different life than everyone else.
- 00:09:46,503 --> 00:09:47,796 Something more.
- 00:09:50,256 --> 00:09:53,885 I've been reading some of the tributes.
- 00:09:55,095 --> 00:09:56,596 Why are you saying it like that?
- 00:09:57,097 --> 00:10:03,311 Well, absent the past tense, they're essentially obituaries.
- 00:10:04,020 --> 00:10:07,397 Well, isn't it nice to be around so you can read it,
- 00:10:07,398 --> 00:10:09,108 see how much you mean to people?
- 00:10:09,109 --> 00:10:11,945 It's not the adulation I question.
- 00:10:12,904 --> 00:10:17,534 It's where it stems from, how it came to be.
- 00:10:18,243 --> 00:10:21,870 I can't help but sometimes wonder
- 00:10:21,871 --> 00:10:26,459 how I'd be remembered if I hadn't…
- 00:10:28,378 --> 00:10:30,755 - if I wasn't… - What?
- 00:10:32,715 --> 00:10:33,883 America's widow.
- 00:10:38,096 --> 00:10:43,017 That's not to say I'm not moved by the outpouring of love, it's just that…
- 00:10:44,602 --> 00:10:47,354 Well, pathos and recognition
- 00:10:47,355 --> 00:10:50,858 are two very, very, very different things.
- 00:10:50,859 --> 00:10:55,446 You really believe that that's what this is? Pity?
- 00:10:58,449 --> 00:10:59,576 It's not that.
- 00:11:00,910 --> 00:11:04,246 I think the world thought that we went through something together,
- 00:11:04,247 --> 00:11:06,207 that what happened in Dallas
- 00:11:07,417 --> 00:11:09,210 happened to all of us.
- 00:11:10,879 --> 00:11:15,132 You once told me that you had no choice but to go on after what happened,
- 00:11:15,133 --> 00:11:16,301 that anybody would.
- 00:11:16,968 --> 00:11:19,971 But you're wrong. You did have a choice.
- 00:11:27,145 --> 00:11:29,480 We grew up in people's living rooms.
- 00:11:30,940 --> 00:11:35,111 They feel like they know us, that we're a part of their family.
- 00:11:36,571 --> 00:11:39,990 Which is why whenever we do anything unseemly
- 00:11:39,991 --> 00:11:45,371 or at odds with their perception of us, they lash out with an even greater fervor.
- 00:11:45,955 --> 00:11:51,085 'Cause in their minds, we don't exist without them.
- 00:11:52,003 --> 00:11:58,051 Public's always holding a flower in one hand and a stone in the other.
- 00:12:00,136 --> 00:12:02,138 Don't forget that.
- 00:12:09,938 --> 00:12:13,024 [♪ "Camelot: Finale Ultimo" plays]
- 00:12:20,823 --> 00:12:25,620 <i>♪ Each evening From December to December ♪</i>
- 00:12:27,121 --> 00:12:30,792 <i>♪ Before you drift to sleep Upon your cot ♪</i>
- 00:12:32,585 --> 00:12:36,422 <i>♪ Think back on all the tales That you remember ♪</i>
- 00:12:38,132 --> 00:12:39,592 <i>♪ Of Camelot ♪</i>
- 00:12:43,263 --> 00:12:46,933 <i>♪ Ask every person If he's heard the story ♪</i>
- 00:12:48,559 --> 00:12:52,105 <i>♪ And tell it strong and clear If he has not ♪</i>
- 00:12:53,690 --> 00:12:57,568 <i>♪ That once there was A fleeting wisp of glory ♪</i>
- 00:12:59,153 --> 00:13:00,405 <i>♪ Called Camelot ♪</i>
- 00:13:04,617 --> 00:13:05,660 <i>♪ Camelot ♪</i>
- 00:13:07,036 --> 00:13:08,037 <i>♪ Camelot ♪</i>
- 00:13:08,579 --> 00:13:11,582 <i>♪ I know it gives a person pause ♪</i>
- 00:13:13,835 --> 00:13:15,670 <i>♪ But in Camelot ♪</i>
- 00:13:17,130 --> 00:13:18,256 <i>♪ Camelot ♪</i>
- 00:13:19,382 --> 00:13:22,010 <i>♪ Those were the legal laws ♪</i>
- 00:13:24,971 --> 00:13:29,183 <i>♪ Where once it never rained Till after sundown ♪</i>
- 00:13:30,601 --> 00:13:34,480 <i>♪ By 8:00 a.m. the morning fog had flown ♪</i>
- 00:13:35,732 --> 00:13:37,900 <i>♪ Don't let it be forgot ♪</i>
- 00:13:38,693 --> 00:13:40,903 <i>♪ That once there was a spot ♪</i>
- 00:13:41,738 --> 00:13:45,283 <i>♪ For one brief shining moment ♪</i>
- 00:13:46,200 --> 00:13:51,496 <i>♪ That was known as ♪</i>
- 00:13:51,497 --> 00:13:58,587 <i>♪ Camelot ♪</i>
- 00:13:58,588 --> 00:14:00,339 [♪ song crescendos]
- 00:14:05,386 --> 00:14:06,471 [♪ song ends]
- 00:14:17,440 --> 00:14:18,649 [John] Thank you for meeting me.
- 00:14:23,154 --> 00:14:25,823 I feel like we're trading state secrets.
- 00:14:30,495 --> 00:14:33,580 - You know, I got jumped in a park once. - [chuckles] What?
- 00:14:33,581 --> 00:14:35,999 Yeah, I was, like, 15 riding my bike to a tennis lesson.
- 00:14:36,000 --> 00:14:38,752 And this guy just socked me, jacked my bike, and took off.
- 00:14:38,753 --> 00:14:42,130 What is it with you and bikes? Didn't you have Secret Service?
- 00:14:42,131 --> 00:14:45,927 I did, but my mom always insisted that they kept their distance.
- 00:14:46,511 --> 00:14:48,386 She hated the idea of me moving through life
- 00:14:48,387 --> 00:14:50,388 like a coddled prince with a God complex.
- 00:14:50,389 --> 00:14:52,057 Hey, she still lets you Rollerblade.
- 00:14:52,058 --> 00:14:53,141 [both laugh]
- 00:14:53,142 --> 00:14:54,810 It's probably 'cause they're harder to steal than a bike.
- 00:14:54,811 --> 00:14:56,978 - [laughs] - She used to love to send me to work
- 00:14:56,979 --> 00:15:00,690 on ranches, fishing boats, wilderness survival trips.
- 00:15:00,691 --> 00:15:04,862 She was always very keen on me being a real man, whatever that means.
- 00:15:05,738 --> 00:15:10,201 She was probably scared she was gonna mess you up, and that she wasn't enough.
- 00:15:10,868 --> 00:15:13,246 She didn't want you to feel more shortchanged than you already were.
- 00:15:14,664 --> 00:15:18,041 How is it that you have more insight into my family than my family?
- 00:15:18,042 --> 00:15:21,796 No, I just know there's no greater force on earth than that of a single mom.
- 00:15:24,215 --> 00:15:27,801 You'd think with twice the responsibility, they'd get graded on a curve,
- 00:15:27,802 --> 00:15:30,470 but they're just forced to grin and bear it
- 00:15:30,471 --> 00:15:32,306 for a world dictated by the men who failed them.
- 00:15:33,224 --> 00:15:34,892 You feel like your dad failed your mom?
- 00:15:36,978 --> 00:15:38,729 I feel like he failed a lot of people.
- 00:15:41,607 --> 00:15:44,819 But how is she doing? Your mom.
- 00:15:46,988 --> 00:15:48,363 I can tell she's scared,
- 00:15:48,364 --> 00:15:51,366 which, I mean, I always knew there would come a point
- 00:15:51,367 --> 00:15:54,870 where I'd have to take care of her, but she's 64, you know.
- 00:15:54,871 --> 00:15:57,414 She's a survivor. That's what she does. She survives.
- 00:15:57,415 --> 00:15:58,416 Yeah.
- 00:16:02,044 --> 00:16:05,882 But think of all the lives she's lived in 64 years.
- 00:16:10,636 --> 00:16:13,139 I wish you could meet her. She'd love you.
- 00:16:17,977 --> 00:16:20,396 - Sorry, I was-- - No, no, it's fine, it's fine.
- 00:16:23,816 --> 00:16:25,026 I should probably go.
- 00:16:25,943 --> 00:16:26,944 Yeah.
- 00:16:35,870 --> 00:16:37,454 Why did you want to meet, though?
- 00:16:37,455 --> 00:16:42,126 I mean, you've got tons of friends and family.
- 00:16:43,377 --> 00:16:47,005 I don't know. You're just the person I wanted to see.
- 00:16:47,006 --> 00:16:48,882 [♪ "Fade Into You" playing]
- 00:16:48,883 --> 00:16:49,966 What about…
- 00:16:49,967 --> 00:16:51,219 - Daryl? - Yeah.
- 00:16:52,220 --> 00:16:55,764 She's back in LA. Indefinitely, it seems.
- 00:16:55,765 --> 00:16:58,141 <i>♪ I wanna hold the hand inside you… ♪</i>
- 00:16:58,142 --> 00:17:01,603 You don't have to walk me home. I'm five minutes from here.
- 00:17:01,604 --> 00:17:05,023 I'll take the five minutes, if that's all right with you.
- 00:17:05,024 --> 00:17:07,108 - [Carolyn] <i>…and the belts with Sharpie.</i> - [John] <i>And no one noticed?</i>
- 00:17:07,109 --> 00:17:10,154 [Carolyn] Oh, no, no. Rave reviews across the board.
- 00:17:14,242 --> 00:17:15,575 I should go.
- 00:17:15,576 --> 00:17:17,702 Yeah, I wouldn't want to keep an underwear model waiting either.
- 00:17:17,703 --> 00:17:19,621 - [laughs] - They must get very hungry.
- 00:17:19,622 --> 00:17:20,956 Did you look him up or something?
- 00:17:20,957 --> 00:17:22,332 No, I looked up at him.
- 00:17:22,333 --> 00:17:23,834 All 50 feet.
- 00:17:24,794 --> 00:17:25,877 We're friends.
- 00:17:25,878 --> 00:17:28,964 No one is just friends with an underwear model.
- 00:17:28,965 --> 00:17:30,967 They're basically sex symbols for trade.
- 00:17:31,634 --> 00:17:33,468 This coming from <i>People's</i> "Sexiest Man Alive."
- 00:17:33,469 --> 00:17:34,595 That's different.
- 00:17:35,596 --> 00:17:36,680 How?
- 00:17:36,681 --> 00:17:39,599 Well, I'm not on a billboard in Times Square in my tighty-whities.
- 00:17:39,600 --> 00:17:41,561 Yeah, you're just shirtless everywhere else.
- 00:17:44,146 --> 00:17:48,108 Well, I'm happy for you and your budding friendship.
- 00:17:48,109 --> 00:17:51,945 Everyone needs a good, broad, muscular shoulder to cry on.
- 00:17:51,946 --> 00:17:55,658 <i>♪ Fade into you ♪</i>
- 00:17:59,203 --> 00:18:02,497 <i>♪ Strange you never knew ♪</i>
- 00:18:02,498 --> 00:18:03,499 Good night, John.
- 00:18:08,462 --> 00:18:13,634 <i>♪ Fade into you ♪</i>
- 00:18:17,847 --> 00:18:22,310 <i>♪ I think it's strange you never knew ♪</i>
- 00:18:23,519 --> 00:18:27,230 [Jackie] Do you still want to be a teacher when you grow up?
- 00:18:27,231 --> 00:18:29,316 I wanna be a photographer.
- 00:18:29,317 --> 00:18:33,738 A photographer? You do? Since when? [chuckles]
- 00:18:34,322 --> 00:18:39,242 Do you know that Grandma used to be a photographer when she was a young girl?
- 00:18:39,243 --> 00:18:41,494 For a newspaper and everything.
- 00:18:41,495 --> 00:18:44,039 Do you want to hold my baby, Grandma?
- 00:18:44,040 --> 00:18:48,210 [Jackie] Oh, yes, I do. The baby with all the jewel--
- 00:18:49,962 --> 00:18:55,801 Sweetheart, why don't you hold the baby, and I'll go get her a blanket? Yes?
- 00:18:59,764 --> 00:19:02,140 [Jackie grunting]
- 00:19:02,141 --> 00:19:03,434 Grandma.
- 00:19:05,269 --> 00:19:06,437 Mommy!
- 00:19:08,064 --> 00:19:09,315 Oh, my God.
- 00:19:10,524 --> 00:19:12,068 Mom. Mom.
- 00:19:12,818 --> 00:19:13,819 Eugie!
- 00:19:14,528 --> 00:19:16,446 Mommy. Mom!
- 00:19:16,447 --> 00:19:17,615 Eugie, call 911.
- 00:19:18,115 --> 00:19:22,036 Mommy, wake up. Mom! Mom!
- 00:19:35,007 --> 00:19:37,426 Make sure the hospital knows to register her under an alias.
- 00:19:38,177 --> 00:19:39,303 [paramedic] We'll take care of it.
- 00:19:43,599 --> 00:19:45,267 It's okay, Mom. It's gonna be okay.
- 00:19:51,899 --> 00:19:53,609 [cameras clicking]
- 00:19:56,862 --> 00:19:59,239 We were optimistic because the scans showed
- 00:19:59,240 --> 00:20:01,617 the cancer had dissipated from your chest and stomach.
- 00:20:02,785 --> 00:20:06,955 However, it does appear to have spread to your brain and spinal cord.
- 00:20:06,956 --> 00:20:10,709 At this point, we recommend a much more aggressive treatment--
- 00:20:10,710 --> 00:20:12,502 Pass my bag, please.
- 00:20:12,503 --> 00:20:14,088 [machinery beeping]
- 00:20:24,724 --> 00:20:27,225 [doctor] Um, one in which we would drill a hole
- 00:20:27,226 --> 00:20:29,520 into your brain and insert a shunt
- 00:20:30,229 --> 00:20:32,814 that would allow the fluid buildup to drain
- 00:20:32,815 --> 00:20:34,941 and redirect it to other parts of the body…
- 00:20:34,942 --> 00:20:37,069 - [doctor's voice fades] - [siren wailing]
- 00:20:39,613 --> 00:20:41,157 [cameras clicking]
- 00:20:57,673 --> 00:20:59,008 [man 1] Jackie, Jackie! Over here.
- 00:21:00,217 --> 00:21:01,843 - [man 2] How are you feeling? - [man 3] John!
- 00:21:01,844 --> 00:21:03,262 [woman] We're thinking about you, Mrs. Kennedy.
- 00:21:08,350 --> 00:21:10,019 [Caroline] How much longer do you think we have?
- 00:21:10,603 --> 00:21:14,482 I mean, roughly what's the general time frame for someone at this stage?
- 00:21:15,191 --> 00:21:16,650 It can vary significantly.
- 00:21:17,568 --> 00:21:19,445 Okay. Thank you.
- 00:21:22,573 --> 00:21:23,699 [John sighs]
- 00:21:31,123 --> 00:21:32,833 Should we call Aunt Lee?
- 00:21:34,335 --> 00:21:35,920 That could go a lot of different ways.
- 00:21:36,754 --> 00:21:39,339 - Yeah, maybe we should call Anthony first. - Yeah.
- 00:21:39,340 --> 00:21:41,592 [footsteps approaching]
- 00:21:48,349 --> 00:21:49,475 What is it, Nancy? What's wrong?
- 00:21:51,101 --> 00:21:53,353 She asked to see Monsignor Bardes.
- 00:21:53,354 --> 00:21:54,437 - No. - Why?
- 00:21:54,438 --> 00:21:55,522 It's what she wants.
- 00:21:55,523 --> 00:21:56,524 - Last rites? - What?
- 00:21:58,192 --> 00:22:00,777 Why are we acting like this is happening right now?
- 00:22:00,778 --> 00:22:04,113 I mean, I know her time is limited, but that doesn't mean we just give up.
- 00:22:04,114 --> 00:22:06,533 Nancy, do not call him. I'm gonna go talk to her.
- 00:22:06,534 --> 00:22:07,784 John, please.
- 00:22:07,785 --> 00:22:11,955 She wants to do this while she is still lucid, and we can't fault her for that.
- 00:22:11,956 --> 00:22:15,376 [♪ "Be Not Depart From Me" playing]
- 00:22:19,880 --> 00:22:20,881 [groans]
- 00:22:36,522 --> 00:22:38,816 Would you like to give me your confession now?
- 00:22:39,733 --> 00:22:40,734 [groans]
- 00:22:47,992 --> 00:22:52,288 Forgive me, Father, for I have sinned.
- 00:22:56,667 --> 00:22:57,668 I…
- 00:23:00,212 --> 00:23:01,881 I wanted to die…
- 00:23:03,924 --> 00:23:05,134 after Jack.
- 00:23:06,719 --> 00:23:08,304 <i>I thought…</i>
- 00:23:10,598 --> 00:23:14,894 <i>that was supposed to be the both of us that day in Dallas.</i>
- 00:23:19,356 --> 00:23:20,649 But I couldn't move.
- 00:23:22,943 --> 00:23:23,986 I froze.
- 00:23:26,947 --> 00:23:31,075 And I was so… so mad at him.
- 00:23:31,076 --> 00:23:32,785 [breath quavering]
- 00:23:32,786 --> 00:23:34,663 For all he put me through.
- 00:23:35,748 --> 00:23:37,041 All the women.
- 00:23:39,585 --> 00:23:44,882 But I always protected him. Always.
- 00:23:45,799 --> 00:23:47,843 Even after he died.
- 00:23:51,597 --> 00:23:54,600 And I sat down with that journalist,
- 00:23:56,018 --> 00:23:58,896 and I gave him the fairy tale.
- 00:24:12,826 --> 00:24:17,623 "There will never be another Camelot."
- 00:24:25,172 --> 00:24:27,132 And I want him to know…
- 00:24:33,347 --> 00:24:34,598 I forgive him.
- 00:24:40,396 --> 00:24:41,397 [Bardes] Jack?
- 00:24:48,988 --> 00:24:49,989 God.
- 00:24:54,952 --> 00:24:56,954 [ ♪ song continues]
- 00:24:59,748 --> 00:25:02,418 [John] <i>"It is glory to have been tested.</i>
- 00:25:03,377 --> 00:25:06,213 <i>To have had our little quality and cast our little spell.</i>
- 00:25:07,715 --> 00:25:09,883 The thing is to have made somebody care.
- 00:25:11,760 --> 00:25:16,557 You happen to be crazy, of course. But that doesn't affect the law.
- 00:25:18,767 --> 00:25:22,938 [voice breaking] A second chance, that's the delusion.
- 00:25:24,273 --> 00:25:26,817 [sniffles] It was never meant to be but one.
- 00:25:28,110 --> 00:25:32,031 We work in the dark. We do what we can.
- 00:25:33,449 --> 00:25:35,074 We give what we have."
- 00:25:35,075 --> 00:25:36,076 [Jackie groans]
- 00:25:36,660 --> 00:25:41,372 "Our doubt is our passion. Our passion is our task."
- 00:25:41,373 --> 00:25:43,458 [John crying]
- 00:25:43,459 --> 00:25:45,084 [♪ song ends]
- 00:25:45,085 --> 00:25:46,670 I'm sorry.
- 00:25:47,671 --> 00:25:49,048 What? [sniffles]
- 00:25:50,716 --> 00:25:52,176 What are you talking about?
- 00:25:54,928 --> 00:25:59,099 All this. [chuckles] Just…
- 00:26:01,060 --> 00:26:03,187 Just for an idea.
- 00:26:06,440 --> 00:26:08,942 - [John sniffles] - Oh.
- 00:26:11,153 --> 00:26:13,072 Oh, sweetheart.
- 00:26:29,713 --> 00:26:31,381 [sighs]
- 00:26:40,307 --> 00:26:41,725 [exhales]
- 00:26:43,352 --> 00:26:44,686 [sobbing]
- 00:27:03,372 --> 00:27:07,000 [♪ somber music playing]
- 00:27:32,651 --> 00:27:33,986 [Caroline crying]
- 00:28:10,188 --> 00:28:11,398 [cameras clicking]
- 00:28:13,942 --> 00:28:15,569 [crowd clamoring]
- 00:28:25,245 --> 00:28:29,041 "Last night at around 10:15, my mother passed on.
- 00:28:30,000 --> 00:28:34,211 She was surrounded by her friends, and her family, and her books,
- 00:28:34,212 --> 00:28:38,717 and the people and the things she loved. And she did it in her own way.
- 00:28:39,676 --> 00:28:41,261 And we all feel lucky for that.
- 00:28:42,971 --> 00:28:44,640 And now she's in God's hands."
- 00:28:46,224 --> 00:28:47,684 - Thank you. - [crowd clamoring]
- 00:28:56,318 --> 00:28:57,735 [sniffles]
- 00:28:57,736 --> 00:29:01,156 I will never understand it.
- 00:29:01,823 --> 00:29:02,824 What's that?
- 00:29:04,284 --> 00:29:07,913 Why we have to put on a brave face for them.
- 00:29:08,789 --> 00:29:10,791 [quiet chattering]
- 00:29:13,752 --> 00:29:15,128 Thank you so much for coming.
- 00:29:15,796 --> 00:29:17,339 Really, really appreciate it.
- 00:29:24,388 --> 00:29:25,681 John!
- 00:29:26,890 --> 00:29:27,891 Hi.
- 00:29:31,228 --> 00:29:32,728 I'm so sorry.
- 00:29:32,729 --> 00:29:35,731 I tried to get on an earlier flight and then everything was booked
- 00:29:35,732 --> 00:29:37,525 and then they lost my luggage and it was a whole--
- 00:29:37,526 --> 00:29:40,695 - I didn't even know you were coming. - Of course. She was your whole world.
- 00:29:40,696 --> 00:29:42,113 No, I meant to the wake.
- 00:29:42,114 --> 00:29:44,532 I figured I'd see you at the funeral, but how did you know that--
- 00:29:44,533 --> 00:29:46,993 Look, whatever happened between your mother and I,
- 00:29:46,994 --> 00:29:51,080 it doesn't matter. Life is too short, and I know how much she meant to you.
- 00:29:51,081 --> 00:29:53,374 - Thank you. - Is there a coat check?
- 00:29:53,375 --> 00:29:55,043 - No. - I'll just go put it in your room.
- 00:29:58,714 --> 00:30:00,715 - [chattering] - [cameras clicking]
- 00:30:00,716 --> 00:30:02,091 It would have meant so much to her
- 00:30:02,092 --> 00:30:06,095 for you two to have traveled so far to be here today. Thank you so much.
- 00:30:06,096 --> 00:30:09,015 I still remember that trip she took with your father to Paris.
- 00:30:09,016 --> 00:30:12,852 Do you have any idea how elegant, how proficient someone has to be
- 00:30:12,853 --> 00:30:14,520 to impress the French?
- 00:30:14,521 --> 00:30:17,189 I was at a party at the Prince's Palace of Monaco,
- 00:30:17,190 --> 00:30:19,191 and someone asked Princess Grace
- 00:30:19,192 --> 00:30:22,028 what it was like to be the most glamorous woman in the world,
- 00:30:22,029 --> 00:30:23,654 and you know what she said?
- 00:30:23,655 --> 00:30:25,281 "You'll have to ask Jackie O."
- 00:30:25,282 --> 00:30:27,117 [chuckles] Of course.
- 00:30:27,868 --> 00:30:29,077 You know my Uncle Teddy.
- 00:30:30,162 --> 00:30:31,746 Pleasure to meet you, Senator Kennedy.
- 00:30:31,747 --> 00:30:33,873 I'll leave you in his very capable hands.
- 00:30:33,874 --> 00:30:38,628 It's nice to meet you. By any chance…
- 00:30:40,797 --> 00:30:41,882 [Daryl] There you are.
- 00:30:43,383 --> 00:30:45,176 I thought you might have disappeared.
- 00:30:45,177 --> 00:30:47,178 No, no, I've just been running around.
- 00:30:47,179 --> 00:30:48,512 How are you feeling?
- 00:30:48,513 --> 00:30:49,598 Um…
- 00:30:50,223 --> 00:30:53,809 I don't know. Haven't had a lot of time to process it, I think.
- 00:30:53,810 --> 00:30:56,854 Yeah, and grief is weird that way.
- 00:30:56,855 --> 00:31:00,357 It kind of sneaks up on you and all you can do is succumb to it,
- 00:31:00,358 --> 00:31:03,069 you know, like when I lost Hank.
- 00:31:03,070 --> 00:31:04,612 Sorry about that.
- 00:31:04,613 --> 00:31:07,740 I mean, yes, he was a dog, but he was also like my child.
- 00:31:07,741 --> 00:31:08,742 Yeah.
- 00:31:09,326 --> 00:31:13,370 Of course everyone keeps trying to find out what's going on with us,
- 00:31:13,371 --> 00:31:15,122 like in what capacity I'm here.
- 00:31:15,123 --> 00:31:18,543 People are asking you about our relationship status at my mother's wake?
- 00:31:19,127 --> 00:31:20,711 I mean, not explicitly, but, like--
- 00:31:20,712 --> 00:31:22,463 Well, we haven't spoken in months, so…
- 00:31:22,464 --> 00:31:26,301 Exactly. There's a lot that remains unsaid.
- 00:31:27,177 --> 00:31:28,970 Hey, Nancy, have you seen Caroline?
- 00:31:29,513 --> 00:31:31,222 [Nancy] I think she just needed a minute.
- 00:31:31,223 --> 00:31:35,018 I'm gonna go check on my sister, but I'll talk to you later.
- 00:31:37,104 --> 00:31:38,105 Of course.
- 00:31:51,034 --> 00:31:52,660 Hey, sorry, I just--
- 00:31:52,661 --> 00:31:53,662 It's okay.
- 00:31:54,579 --> 00:31:55,831 I know it's crazy out there.
- 00:32:03,088 --> 00:32:06,924 I don't think anyone out there has said one thing about her that I'm gonna miss.
- 00:32:06,925 --> 00:32:10,678 You're not gonna miss her poise or her love for the written word?
- 00:32:10,679 --> 00:32:13,473 It's like they're all afraid to admit she was just a person.
- 00:32:14,432 --> 00:32:17,226 Like, somehow acknowledging even the slightest imperfection
- 00:32:17,227 --> 00:32:19,271 would somehow discount their proximity to her.
- 00:32:20,438 --> 00:32:22,190 [chuckles]
- 00:32:23,733 --> 00:32:26,735 Remember when she found your weed plant in her garden at Hyannis?
- 00:32:26,736 --> 00:32:29,114 [laughs, sniffles]
- 00:32:30,157 --> 00:32:32,408 She didn't find it. A police officer found it.
- 00:32:32,409 --> 00:32:34,243 Oh, my God. That's right.
- 00:32:34,244 --> 00:32:36,495 What was he doing wandering around the garden in Hyannis?
- 00:32:36,496 --> 00:32:39,123 Oh, I don't know. I think a neighbor probably reported it.
- 00:32:39,124 --> 00:32:40,709 I thought our neighbors loved us.
- 00:32:42,460 --> 00:32:44,253 Didn't you tell her it was a zucchini?
- 00:32:44,254 --> 00:32:46,714 - Parsley. Zucchini? - [chuckles]
- 00:32:46,715 --> 00:32:47,840 She was so mad.
- 00:32:47,841 --> 00:32:50,593 Her voice dropped into that really scary octave.
- 00:32:50,594 --> 00:32:51,761 [both laugh]
- 00:32:52,345 --> 00:32:55,182 "Caroline. Marijuana? How could you?"
- 00:32:55,724 --> 00:32:58,058 "And in my garden? A botanical sanctuary."
- 00:32:58,059 --> 00:32:59,143 [both laugh]
- 00:32:59,144 --> 00:33:01,938 You had a real rebellious streak going there for a little while.
- 00:33:03,190 --> 00:33:04,858 I miss those days.
- 00:33:09,112 --> 00:33:12,240 I think I was just trying to find ways to tell her I was never gonna be like her.
- 00:33:14,451 --> 00:33:17,870 Well, I, for one, am glad you didn't.
- 00:33:17,871 --> 00:33:20,248 Otherwise I'd be missing out on someone really special.
- 00:33:23,543 --> 00:33:26,171 Okay. We should go back.
- 00:33:27,923 --> 00:33:29,465 I think I overheard one of the cousins
- 00:33:29,466 --> 00:33:31,800 asking if someone knows how to play "Frère Jacques" on the piano.
- 00:33:31,801 --> 00:33:32,802 - [groans] - Ugh!
- 00:33:34,679 --> 00:33:36,389 - I'll be out in a second. - Okay.
- 00:33:38,892 --> 00:33:45,314 [crowd] <i>♪ Glory, glory, Hallelujah ♪</i>
- 00:33:45,315 --> 00:33:50,528 <i>♪ Glory, glory, Hallelujah ♪</i>
- 00:33:52,364 --> 00:33:57,660 <i>♪ Glory, glory, Hallelujah ♪</i>
- 00:33:57,661 --> 00:34:03,708 <i>♪ His truth is marching on ♪</i>
- 00:34:21,518 --> 00:34:24,729 - [♪ "Ave Maria" playing] - [cameras clicking]
- 00:35:02,350 --> 00:35:04,977 [news anchor] <i>Those of you who may just be joining us right now,</i>
- 00:35:04,978 --> 00:35:08,314 <i>we are on to keep you apprised of the funeral arrangements</i>
- 00:35:08,315 --> 00:35:10,524 <i>for Jacqueline Kennedy Onassis.</i>
- 00:35:10,525 --> 00:35:12,318 [reporter 1] <i>Jacqueline Kennedy Onassis, of course,</i>
- 00:35:12,319 --> 00:35:15,362 <i>died on Thursday night around 10:15 in her home.</i>
- 00:35:15,363 --> 00:35:18,574 <i>She had asked to be returned to her apartment on the Upper East Side.</i>
- 00:35:18,575 --> 00:35:21,452 [news anchor 2] <i>Everybody over ten years old in 1963</i>
- 00:35:21,453 --> 00:35:24,580 <i>remembers her with the greatest gratitude</i>
- 00:35:24,581 --> 00:35:26,999 <i>because it was her strength that carried us through</i>
- 00:35:27,000 --> 00:35:30,378 <i>that awful, awful November of 1963.</i>
- 00:35:31,129 --> 00:35:33,297 [news anchor 3] <i>That was also the first time anything like this</i>
- 00:35:33,298 --> 00:35:35,382 <i>had ever been seen on television.</i>
- 00:35:35,383 --> 00:35:37,760 [reporter 1] <i>It really is a national communion of sorts,</i>
- 00:35:37,761 --> 00:35:40,220 <i>a cathartic experience for many people.</i>
- 00:35:40,221 --> 00:35:45,184 [news anchor 2] <i>And the eulogy to be delivered by Senator Edward Kennedy.</i>
- 00:35:45,185 --> 00:35:51,523 [Ted] <i>No one else looked like her, spoke like her, wrote like her,</i>
- 00:35:51,524 --> 00:35:54,694 <i>or was so original in the way she did things.</i>
- 00:35:55,487 --> 00:35:59,741 <i>No one we knew ever had a better sense of self.</i>
- 00:36:00,617 --> 00:36:04,078 <i>Her two children turned out to be extraordinary.</i>
- 00:36:04,079 --> 00:36:07,956 <i>Honest, unspoiled, and with a character equal to hers.</i>
- 00:36:07,957 --> 00:36:13,295 <i>She reveled in their accomplishments. She hurt with their sorrows.</i>
- 00:36:13,296 --> 00:36:17,425 <i>She felt sheer joy and delight in spending time with them.</i>
- 00:36:18,093 --> 00:36:20,095 <i>They are her two miracles.</i>
- 00:36:21,554 --> 00:36:26,267 <i>I often think of what she said about Jack in December after he died.</i>
- 00:36:27,185 --> 00:36:30,730 <i>"They made him a legend when he would have preferred to be a man."</i>
- 00:36:31,564 --> 00:36:34,483 <i>Jackie would have preferred to be just herself,</i>
- 00:36:34,484 --> 00:36:37,987 <i>but the world insisted that she be a legend too.</i>
- 00:36:50,792 --> 00:36:52,043 [Jackie] <i>Dear John,</i>
- 00:36:53,044 --> 00:36:57,715 <i>I understand the pressures you will always have to face as a Kennedy,</i>
- 00:36:57,716 --> 00:37:01,135 <i>even though we brought you into this world as an innocent.</i>
- 00:37:01,136 --> 00:37:02,261 [♪ "Roads" playing]
- 00:37:02,262 --> 00:37:06,266 <i>You more than anyone have a place in history.</i>
- 00:37:06,933 --> 00:37:10,477 <i>No matter what path you blaze in life,</i>
- 00:37:10,478 --> 00:37:16,275 <i>all I ask is that you continue to make Caroline, the Kennedy family,</i>
- 00:37:16,276 --> 00:37:20,488 <i>and most importantly, yourself proud.</i>
- 00:37:21,448 --> 00:37:26,161 {\an8}<i>Stay close to those who know you and love you as you are.</i>
- 00:37:27,370 --> 00:37:29,831 {\an8}<i>All my love, Mommy.</i>
- 00:37:39,549 --> 00:37:40,633 <i>♪ Oh ♪</i>
- 00:37:42,343 --> 00:37:44,846 <i>♪ Can't anybody see ♪</i>
- 00:37:49,434 --> 00:37:52,353 <i>♪ We've got a war to fight ♪</i>
- 00:37:54,606 --> 00:37:57,400 <i>♪ Never found our way ♪</i>
- 00:37:58,777 --> 00:38:03,490 <i>♪ Regardless of what they say ♪</i>
- 00:38:04,699 --> 00:38:10,246 <i>♪ How can it feel this wrong ♪</i>
- 00:38:14,626 --> 00:38:16,669 <i>♪ From this moment ♪</i>
- 00:38:17,337 --> 00:38:22,967 <i>♪ How can it feel this wrong ♪</i>
- 00:38:31,684 --> 00:38:33,478 [breathing heavily]
- 00:39:07,846 --> 00:39:09,597 [thunder rumbling]
- 00:39:14,394 --> 00:39:15,728 Breathe.
- 00:40:53,910 --> 00:40:56,913 - [thunder rumbling] - [rain pattering]