Американская вдова

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Look at these trees.

Just gorgeous. Aren't they?

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- You okay?

- Yes, I'm fine.

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Well, we're just trying

to lock down investors right now,

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which, needless to say,

has been a lesson in humility.

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Michael pretty much has me out there

with my hat in hand singing for my supper.

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Well, it's your magazine.

What did you expect?

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I know.

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And I'm happy to do the work, but I don't

want people to see George and think of me.

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You know, I want it

to have its own identity.

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You think your father won his

congressional seat solely on merit? No.

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He capitalized on his charm,

his magnetism, his father's good fortune,

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and then he used his platform

to do good and to prove himself.

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Now I know it's important to you

that you be your own man,

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but, sweetheart,

there are so many doors open to you.

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You don't have to build one

and run through it just to say you did.

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Can we please not do this again?

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All I'm saying is,

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your last name doesn't need to be this

albatross from which you need to escape.

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This is why I wish you'd seek out

Maurice's advice more.

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Yes, but I have spoken with him.

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He's always gonna be there for you.

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Why are you saying it like that?

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Well, I just mean you ought

to take advantage of his counsel.

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Oh!

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Let's just get Caroline

and head home, shall we?

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The last thing I need

is to give them a shot of me

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catching my breath

or withering away.

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Gone are the days when my style

used to sell the papers.

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Oh, please. You could walk down

Fifth Avenue in a bunny costume

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and people would be like,

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"Oh, where did you get that suit?"

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There'd be models walking down runways,

hopping, actually.

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- Oh, stop.

- Cotton tails, the whole thing.

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Please don't make me laugh.

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I'm sorry. You okay?

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Yes, yes, I'm fine.

It's… It's a good kind of pain.

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You sure you don't want to keep walking?

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No, no, I'm actually quite hungry.

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Good. Good. An appetite's a good sign.

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Thank you, Tony.

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Whoa!

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- Looks like a greenhouse in here.

- Mmm.

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Would you like me to bring them up?

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Yes, please, Tony. Thank you.

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"You're in my reflections.

Michael Jackson"?

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- Mom secured his book deal.

- Oh!

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Daryl? I thought

we'd all been shunned after dog-gate.

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It's quite magnanimous of her.

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You always have such nice things to say

after they're gone.

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I'm just still trying to imagine

what everyone on that flight

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must have been thinking when

they saw you with those ashes.

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Why do you think

I'm trying to get my pilot's license?

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- All righty, I gotta go.

- Okay.

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- Sure you don't want a hand with this?

- No, I'm good. Thank you.

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Okay.

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Just take the vultures with you

when you go, will you?

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Okay.

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Did you want to take

the service entrance, Mr. Kennedy?

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No, I'm good.

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Thank you.

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John!

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Come on, walk faster, we're almost there.

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I'm trying.

Make sure I don't hit anything.

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Oh, my God. You ready?

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Yeah, I guess.

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New York,

eat your fucking heart out.

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Holy shit.

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I feel like I'm hallucinating.

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- Jesus, you can really see my dick, huh?

- Yeah, it's better than the alternative.

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Should we linger?

See if anyone notices you?

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I can't believe

you made that happen for me.

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No, I just put your headshot in a pile.

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♪ Oh, oh, oh, oh

I'll always be there when you wake… ♪

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Let's take a photo.

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Come on.

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- Oh, wait, I want you to be in it with me.

- No, no, no. This is your moment. Go.

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♪ So stay with me and I'll have it made… ♪

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Smile.

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Jump.

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Should we have gotten a doggie bag?

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For what? I cleaned my plate.

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I asked if I could have a fry,

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and you stated, unequivocally,

I could have as many as I wanted.

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Well, that's because

you didn't necessarily give me a choice.

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We got the check, right?

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Do you have

somewhere you have to be?

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- Uh, no, I just…

- Hey, John.

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I don't have any cash on me, so…

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Uh…

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What?

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Of all the gin joints.

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Uh…

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I'm a sucker for a laminated menu.

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Uh, John, this is my friend, Michael.

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- Nice to meet you.

- Nice to meet you.

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I see you got a new bike.

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I did, yeah.

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I reported the last one stolen,

but I think the case has gone cold.

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Oh. And yet, still no lock.

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Well, you know, baby steps.

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Maybe we start with a helmet

and work our way up from there?

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Over this head of hair?

No, I don't think so.

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- John, I got your order ready.

- Thanks, Joe.

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You got it.

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It was nice to see you.

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It was nice to see you too.

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And, um…

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I'm thinking about your mom.

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Thank you. I appreciate that.

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- Nice to meet you, Mike.

- You too.

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- See you around.

- Bye.

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Uh, so what's… what's up

for the rest of the day?

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So we're just gonna ignore

that just happened?

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You have ketchup on your face.

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♪ In my solitude ♪

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♪ You haunt me ♪

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♪ With reveries ♪

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♪ Of days gone by ♪

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♪ In my solitude ♪

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♪ You taunt me ♪

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♪ Dear Lord above… ♪

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What are you doing?

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I don't need my personal correspondence

memorialized in the Smithsonian.

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You don't need to do that, Mom.

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I can see that those letters

are locked away and sealed.

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I don't want them to be preserved

publicly or privately.

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There's a reason no one likes

to read the fine print.

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It takes all the fun out of it.

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Is there a reason why

you're doing this now?

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Well, unlike you, I don't like

to put things off until the last minute.

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Speaking of,

how's your love life?

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I'm not prying.

I'm just genuinely curious.

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I guess you could say

I'm in kind of a transition period.

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Somehow in an effort not to upset anybody,

I've upset everyone.

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One person in particular who is…

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She's special.

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Well, confrontation's never been

your strong suit.

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And have I read about this special person?

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No.

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And frankly, that's part of the appeal.

She's not interested in that.

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She seems to know who she is.

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And when she looks at me,

I can tell that she knows that… I don't…

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Know who you are.

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You know, I remember the first night your

father and I spent at the White House.

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He turned to me and he said,

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"Can you believe where we are?"

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And I said, "Of course I can.

How do you think we got here?"

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In some ways, our life together was more

of a realization of my dream than his.

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Not that I ever imagined myself

in the White House,

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but your father, well, he could have been

happy sailing or riding his whole life,

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but I, for whatever reason…

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Well, I always knew I was bound

for a different life than everyone else.

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Something more.

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I've been reading some of the tributes.

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Why are you saying it like that?

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Well, absent the past tense,

they're essentially obituaries.

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Well, isn't it nice to be around

so you can read it,

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see how much you mean to people?

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It's not the adulation I question.

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It's where it stems from,

how it came to be.

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I can't help but sometimes wonder

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how I'd be remembered if I hadn't…

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- if I wasn't…

- What?

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America's widow.

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That's not to say I'm not moved

by the outpouring of love, it's just that…

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Well, pathos and recognition

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are two very, very, very different things.

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You really believe that

that's what this is? Pity?

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It's not that.

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I think the world thought that

we went through something together,

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that what happened in Dallas

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happened to all of us.

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You once told me that you had no choice

but to go on after what happened,

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that anybody would.

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But you're wrong. You did have a choice.

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We grew up in people's living rooms.

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They feel like they know us,

that we're a part of their family.

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Which is why whenever

we do anything unseemly

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or at odds with their perception of us,

they lash out with an even greater fervor.

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'Cause in their minds,

we don't exist without them.

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Public's always holding a flower

in one hand and a stone in the other.

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Don't forget that.

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♪ Each evening

From December to December ♪

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♪ Before you drift to sleep

Upon your cot ♪

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♪ Think back on all the tales

That you remember ♪

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♪ Of Camelot ♪

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♪ Ask every person

If he's heard the story ♪

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♪ And tell it strong and clear

If he has not ♪

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♪ That once there was

A fleeting wisp of glory ♪

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♪ Called Camelot ♪

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♪ Camelot ♪

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♪ Camelot ♪

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♪ I know it gives a person pause ♪

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♪ But in Camelot ♪

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♪ Camelot ♪

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♪ Those were the legal laws ♪

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♪ Where once it never rained

Till after sundown ♪

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♪ By 8:00 a.m. the morning fog had flown ♪

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♪ Don't let it be forgot ♪

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♪ That once there was a spot ♪

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♪ For one brief shining moment ♪

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♪ That was known as ♪

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♪ Camelot ♪

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Thank you for meeting me.

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I feel like we're trading state secrets.

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- You know, I got jumped in a park once.

- What?

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Yeah, I was, like, 15

riding my bike to a tennis lesson.

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And this guy just socked me,

jacked my bike, and took off.

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What is it with you and bikes?

Didn't you have Secret Service?

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I did, but my mom always insisted

that they kept their distance.

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She hated the idea

of me moving through life

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like a coddled prince with a God complex.

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Hey, she still lets you Rollerblade.

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It's probably 'cause

they're harder to steal than a bike.

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She used to love to send me to work

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on ranches, fishing boats,

wilderness survival trips.

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She was always very keen on me being

a real man, whatever that means.

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She was probably scared she was gonna mess

you up, and that she wasn't enough.

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She didn't want you to feel

more shortchanged than you already were.

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How is it that you have more insight

into my family than my family?

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No, I just know there's no greater force

on earth than that of a single mom.

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You'd think with twice the responsibility,

they'd get graded on a curve,

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but they're just forced

to grin and bear it

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for a world dictated by the men

who failed them.

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You feel like your dad failed your mom?

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I feel like he failed a lot of people.

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But how is she doing? Your mom.

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I can tell she's scared,

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which, I mean, I always knew

there would come a point

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where I'd have to take care of her,

but she's 64, you know.

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She's a survivor.

That's what she does. She survives.

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Yeah.

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But think of all the lives

she's lived in 64 years.

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I wish you could meet her. She'd love you.

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- Sorry, I was--

- No, no, it's fine, it's fine.

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I should probably go.

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Yeah.

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Why did you want to meet, though?

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I mean,

you've got tons of friends and family.

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I don't know.

You're just the person I wanted to see.

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What about…

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- Daryl?

- Yeah.

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She's back in LA. Indefinitely, it seems.

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♪ I wanna hold the hand inside you… ♪

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You don't have to walk me home.

I'm five minutes from here.

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I'll take the five minutes,

if that's all right with you.

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- …and the belts with Sharpie.

- And no one noticed?

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Oh, no, no.

Rave reviews across the board.

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I should go.

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Yeah, I wouldn't want to keep

an underwear model waiting either.

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They must get very hungry.

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Did you look him up or something?

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No, I looked up at him.

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All 50 feet.

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We're friends.

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No one is just friends

with an underwear model.

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They're basically sex symbols for trade.

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This coming from

People's "Sexiest Man Alive."

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That's different.

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How?

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Well, I'm not on a billboard

in Times Square in my tighty-whities.

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Yeah, you're just shirtless

everywhere else.

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Well, I'm happy for you

and your budding friendship.

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Everyone needs a good, broad,

muscular shoulder to cry on.

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♪ Fade into you ♪

00:17:59,203 --> 00:18:02,497

♪ Strange you never knew ♪

00:18:02,498 --> 00:18:03,499

Good night, John.

00:18:08,462 --> 00:18:13,634

♪ Fade into you ♪

00:18:17,847 --> 00:18:22,310

♪ I think it's strange you never knew ♪

00:18:23,519 --> 00:18:27,230

Do you still want to be a teacher

when you grow up?

00:18:27,231 --> 00:18:29,316

I wanna be a photographer.

00:18:29,317 --> 00:18:33,738

A photographer?

You do? Since when?

00:18:34,322 --> 00:18:39,242

Do you know that Grandma used to be

a photographer when she was a young girl?

00:18:39,243 --> 00:18:41,494

For a newspaper and everything.

00:18:41,495 --> 00:18:44,039

Do you want to hold my baby, Grandma?

00:18:44,040 --> 00:18:48,210

Oh, yes, I do.

The baby with all the jewel--

00:18:49,962 --> 00:18:55,801

Sweetheart, why don't you hold the baby,

and I'll go get her a blanket? Yes?

00:19:02,141 --> 00:19:03,434

Grandma.

00:19:05,269 --> 00:19:06,437

Mommy!

00:19:08,064 --> 00:19:09,315

Oh, my God.

00:19:10,524 --> 00:19:12,068

Mom. Mom.

00:19:12,818 --> 00:19:13,819

Eugie!

00:19:14,528 --> 00:19:16,446

Mommy. Mom!

00:19:16,447 --> 00:19:17,615

Eugie, call 911.

00:19:18,115 --> 00:19:22,036

Mommy, wake up. Mom! Mom!

00:19:35,007 --> 00:19:37,426

Make sure the hospital knows

to register her under an alias.

00:19:38,177 --> 00:19:39,303

We'll take care of it.

00:19:43,599 --> 00:19:45,267

It's okay, Mom. It's gonna be okay.

00:19:56,862 --> 00:19:59,239

We were optimistic

because the scans showed

00:19:59,240 --> 00:20:01,617

the cancer had dissipated

from your chest and stomach.

00:20:02,785 --> 00:20:06,955

However, it does appear to have spread

to your brain and spinal cord.

00:20:06,956 --> 00:20:10,709

At this point, we recommend

a much more aggressive treatment--

00:20:10,710 --> 00:20:12,502

Pass my bag, please.

00:20:24,724 --> 00:20:27,225

Um, one in which

we would drill a hole

00:20:27,226 --> 00:20:29,520

into your brain and insert a shunt

00:20:30,229 --> 00:20:32,814

that would allow

the fluid buildup to drain

00:20:32,815 --> 00:20:34,941

and redirect it

to other parts of the body…

00:20:57,673 --> 00:20:59,008

Jackie, Jackie! Over here.

00:21:00,217 --> 00:21:01,843

- How are you feeling?

- John!

00:21:01,844 --> 00:21:03,262

We're thinking about you,

Mrs. Kennedy.

00:21:08,350 --> 00:21:10,019

How much longer

do you think we have?

00:21:10,603 --> 00:21:14,482

I mean, roughly what's the general

time frame for someone at this stage?

00:21:15,191 --> 00:21:16,650

It can vary significantly.

00:21:17,568 --> 00:21:19,445

Okay. Thank you.

00:21:31,123 --> 00:21:32,833

Should we call Aunt Lee?

00:21:34,335 --> 00:21:35,920

That could go a lot of different ways.

00:21:36,754 --> 00:21:39,339

- Yeah, maybe we should call Anthony first.

- Yeah.

00:21:48,349 --> 00:21:49,475

What is it, Nancy? What's wrong?

00:21:51,101 --> 00:21:53,353

She asked to see Monsignor Bardes.

00:21:53,354 --> 00:21:54,437

- No.

- Why?

00:21:54,438 --> 00:21:55,522

It's what she wants.

00:21:55,523 --> 00:21:56,524

- Last rites?

- What?

00:21:58,192 --> 00:22:00,777

Why are we acting like

this is happening right now?

00:22:00,778 --> 00:22:04,113

I mean, I know her time is limited,

but that doesn't mean we just give up.

00:22:04,114 --> 00:22:06,533

Nancy, do not call him.

I'm gonna go talk to her.

00:22:06,534 --> 00:22:07,784

John, please.

00:22:07,785 --> 00:22:11,955

She wants to do this while she is still

lucid, and we can't fault her for that.

00:22:36,522 --> 00:22:38,816

Would you like to give me

your confession now?

00:22:47,992 --> 00:22:52,288

Forgive me, Father, for I have sinned.

00:22:56,667 --> 00:22:57,668

I…

00:23:00,212 --> 00:23:01,881

I wanted to die…

00:23:03,924 --> 00:23:05,134

after Jack.

00:23:06,719 --> 00:23:08,304

I thought…

00:23:10,598 --> 00:23:14,894

that was supposed to be

the both of us that day in Dallas.

00:23:19,356 --> 00:23:20,649

But I couldn't move.

00:23:22,943 --> 00:23:23,986

I froze.

00:23:26,947 --> 00:23:31,075

And I was so… so mad at him.

00:23:32,786 --> 00:23:34,663

For all he put me through.

00:23:35,748 --> 00:23:37,041

All the women.

00:23:39,585 --> 00:23:44,882

But I always protected him. Always.

00:23:45,799 --> 00:23:47,843

Even after he died.

00:23:51,597 --> 00:23:54,600

And I sat down with that journalist,

00:23:56,018 --> 00:23:58,896

and I gave him the fairy tale.

00:24:12,826 --> 00:24:17,623

"There will never be another Camelot."

00:24:25,172 --> 00:24:27,132

And I want him to know…

00:24:33,347 --> 00:24:34,598

I forgive him.

00:24:40,396 --> 00:24:41,397

Jack?

00:24:48,988 --> 00:24:49,989

God.

00:24:59,748 --> 00:25:02,418

"It is glory to have been tested.

00:25:03,377 --> 00:25:06,213

To have had our little quality

and cast our little spell.

00:25:07,715 --> 00:25:09,883

The thing is to have made somebody care.

00:25:11,760 --> 00:25:16,557

You happen to be crazy, of course.

But that doesn't affect the law.

00:25:18,767 --> 00:25:22,938

A second chance, that's the delusion.

00:25:24,273 --> 00:25:26,817

It was never meant to be but one.

00:25:28,110 --> 00:25:32,031

We work in the dark. We do what we can.

00:25:33,449 --> 00:25:35,074

We give what we have."

00:25:36,660 --> 00:25:41,372

"Our doubt is our passion.

Our passion is our task."

00:25:45,085 --> 00:25:46,670

I'm sorry.

00:25:47,671 --> 00:25:49,048

What?

00:25:50,716 --> 00:25:52,176

What are you talking about?

00:25:54,928 --> 00:25:59,099

All this. Just…

00:26:01,060 --> 00:26:03,187

Just for an idea.

00:26:06,440 --> 00:26:08,942

Oh.

00:26:11,153 --> 00:26:13,072

Oh, sweetheart.

00:28:25,245 --> 00:28:29,041

"Last night at around 10:15,

my mother passed on.

00:28:30,000 --> 00:28:34,211

She was surrounded by her friends,

and her family, and her books,

00:28:34,212 --> 00:28:38,717

and the people and the things she loved.

And she did it in her own way.

00:28:39,676 --> 00:28:41,261

And we all feel lucky for that.

00:28:42,971 --> 00:28:44,640

And now she's in God's hands."

00:28:46,224 --> 00:28:47,684

Thank you.

00:28:57,736 --> 00:29:01,156

I will never understand it.

00:29:01,823 --> 00:29:02,824

What's that?

00:29:04,284 --> 00:29:07,913

Why we have to put on

a brave face for them.

00:29:13,752 --> 00:29:15,128

Thank you so much for coming.

00:29:15,796 --> 00:29:17,339

Really, really appreciate it.

00:29:24,388 --> 00:29:25,681

John!

00:29:26,890 --> 00:29:27,891

Hi.

00:29:31,228 --> 00:29:32,728

I'm so sorry.

00:29:32,729 --> 00:29:35,731

I tried to get on an earlier flight

and then everything was booked

00:29:35,732 --> 00:29:37,525

and then they lost my luggage

and it was a whole--

00:29:37,526 --> 00:29:40,695

- I didn't even know you were coming.

- Of course. She was your whole world.

00:29:40,696 --> 00:29:42,113

No, I meant to the wake.

00:29:42,114 --> 00:29:44,532

I figured I'd see you at the funeral,

but how did you know that--

00:29:44,533 --> 00:29:46,993

Look, whatever happened

between your mother and I,

00:29:46,994 --> 00:29:51,080

it doesn't matter. Life is too short,

and I know how much she meant to you.

00:29:51,081 --> 00:29:53,374

- Thank you.

- Is there a coat check?

00:29:53,375 --> 00:29:55,043

- No.

- I'll just go put it in your room.

00:30:00,716 --> 00:30:02,091

It would have meant so much to her

00:30:02,092 --> 00:30:06,095

for you two to have traveled so far

to be here today. Thank you so much.

00:30:06,096 --> 00:30:09,015

I still remember that trip

she took with your father to Paris.

00:30:09,016 --> 00:30:12,852

Do you have any idea how elegant,

how proficient someone has to be

00:30:12,853 --> 00:30:14,520

to impress the French?

00:30:14,521 --> 00:30:17,189

I was at a party

at the Prince's Palace of Monaco,

00:30:17,190 --> 00:30:19,191

and someone asked Princess Grace

00:30:19,192 --> 00:30:22,028

what it was like to be

the most glamorous woman in the world,

00:30:22,029 --> 00:30:23,654

and you know what she said?

00:30:23,655 --> 00:30:25,281

"You'll have to ask Jackie O."

00:30:25,282 --> 00:30:27,117

Of course.

00:30:27,868 --> 00:30:29,077

You know my Uncle Teddy.

00:30:30,162 --> 00:30:31,746

Pleasure to meet you, Senator Kennedy.

00:30:31,747 --> 00:30:33,873

I'll leave you in his very capable hands.

00:30:33,874 --> 00:30:38,628

It's nice to meet you. By any chance…

00:30:40,797 --> 00:30:41,882

There you are.

00:30:43,383 --> 00:30:45,176

I thought you might have disappeared.

00:30:45,177 --> 00:30:47,178

No, no, I've just been running around.

00:30:47,179 --> 00:30:48,512

How are you feeling?

00:30:48,513 --> 00:30:49,598

Um…

00:30:50,223 --> 00:30:53,809

I don't know. Haven't had

a lot of time to process it, I think.

00:30:53,810 --> 00:30:56,854

Yeah, and grief is weird that way.

00:30:56,855 --> 00:31:00,357

It kind of sneaks up on you

and all you can do is succumb to it,

00:31:00,358 --> 00:31:03,069

you know, like when I lost Hank.

00:31:03,070 --> 00:31:04,612

Sorry about that.

00:31:04,613 --> 00:31:07,740

I mean, yes, he was a dog,

but he was also like my child.

00:31:07,741 --> 00:31:08,742

Yeah.

00:31:09,326 --> 00:31:13,370

Of course everyone keeps trying

to find out what's going on with us,

00:31:13,371 --> 00:31:15,122

like in what capacity I'm here.

00:31:15,123 --> 00:31:18,543

People are asking you about our

relationship status at my mother's wake?

00:31:19,127 --> 00:31:20,711

I mean, not explicitly, but, like--

00:31:20,712 --> 00:31:22,463

Well, we haven't spoken in months, so…

00:31:22,464 --> 00:31:26,301

Exactly. There's a lot

that remains unsaid.

00:31:27,177 --> 00:31:28,970

Hey, Nancy, have you seen Caroline?

00:31:29,513 --> 00:31:31,222

I think she just needed a minute.

00:31:31,223 --> 00:31:35,018

I'm gonna go check on my sister,

but I'll talk to you later.

00:31:37,104 --> 00:31:38,105

Of course.

00:31:51,034 --> 00:31:52,660

Hey, sorry, I just--

00:31:52,661 --> 00:31:53,662

It's okay.

00:31:54,579 --> 00:31:55,831

I know it's crazy out there.

00:32:03,088 --> 00:32:06,924

I don't think anyone out there has said

one thing about her that I'm gonna miss.

00:32:06,925 --> 00:32:10,678

You're not gonna miss her poise

or her love for the written word?

00:32:10,679 --> 00:32:13,473

It's like they're all afraid to admit

she was just a person.

00:32:14,432 --> 00:32:17,226

Like, somehow acknowledging

even the slightest imperfection

00:32:17,227 --> 00:32:19,271

would somehow discount

their proximity to her.

00:32:23,733 --> 00:32:26,735

Remember when she found

your weed plant in her garden at Hyannis?

00:32:30,157 --> 00:32:32,408

She didn't find it.

A police officer found it.

00:32:32,409 --> 00:32:34,243

Oh, my God. That's right.

00:32:34,244 --> 00:32:36,495

What was he doing wandering

around the garden in Hyannis?

00:32:36,496 --> 00:32:39,123

Oh, I don't know.

I think a neighbor probably reported it.

00:32:39,124 --> 00:32:40,709

I thought our neighbors loved us.

00:32:42,460 --> 00:32:44,253

Didn't you tell her it was a zucchini?

00:32:44,254 --> 00:32:46,714

Parsley. Zucchini?

00:32:46,715 --> 00:32:47,840

She was so mad.

00:32:47,841 --> 00:32:50,593

Her voice dropped

into that really scary octave.

00:32:52,345 --> 00:32:55,182

"Caroline. Marijuana? How could you?"

00:32:55,724 --> 00:32:58,058

"And in my garden? A botanical sanctuary."

00:32:59,144 --> 00:33:01,938

You had a real rebellious streak

going there for a little while.

00:33:03,190 --> 00:33:04,858

I miss those days.

00:33:09,112 --> 00:33:12,240

I think I was just trying to find ways

to tell her I was never gonna be like her.

00:33:14,451 --> 00:33:17,870

Well, I, for one, am glad you didn't.

00:33:17,871 --> 00:33:20,248

Otherwise I'd be missing out

on someone really special.

00:33:23,543 --> 00:33:26,171

Okay. We should go back.

00:33:27,923 --> 00:33:29,465

I think I overheard one of the cousins

00:33:29,466 --> 00:33:31,800

asking if someone knows

how to play "Frère Jacques" on the piano.

00:33:31,801 --> 00:33:32,802

Ugh!

00:33:34,679 --> 00:33:36,389

- I'll be out in a second.

- Okay.

00:33:38,892 --> 00:33:45,314

♪ Glory, glory, Hallelujah ♪

00:33:45,315 --> 00:33:50,528

♪ Glory, glory, Hallelujah ♪

00:33:52,364 --> 00:33:57,660

♪ Glory, glory, Hallelujah ♪

00:33:57,661 --> 00:34:03,708

♪ His truth is marching on ♪

00:35:02,350 --> 00:35:04,977

Those of you

who may just be joining us right now,

00:35:04,978 --> 00:35:08,314

we are on to keep you apprised

of the funeral arrangements

00:35:08,315 --> 00:35:10,524

for Jacqueline Kennedy Onassis.

00:35:10,525 --> 00:35:12,318

Jacqueline Kennedy Onassis, of course,

00:35:12,319 --> 00:35:15,362

died on Thursday night

around 10:15 in her home.

00:35:15,363 --> 00:35:18,574

She had asked to be returned

to her apartment on the Upper East Side.

00:35:18,575 --> 00:35:21,452

Everybody over ten years old in 1963

00:35:21,453 --> 00:35:24,580

remembers her with the greatest gratitude

00:35:24,581 --> 00:35:26,999

because it was her strength

that carried us through

00:35:27,000 --> 00:35:30,378

that awful, awful November of 1963.

00:35:31,129 --> 00:35:33,297

That was also

the first time anything like this

00:35:33,298 --> 00:35:35,382

had ever been seen on television.

00:35:35,383 --> 00:35:37,760

It really is

a national communion of sorts,

00:35:37,761 --> 00:35:40,220

a cathartic experience for many people.

00:35:40,221 --> 00:35:45,184

And the eulogy to be

delivered by Senator Edward Kennedy.

00:35:45,185 --> 00:35:51,523

No one else looked like her,

spoke like her, wrote like her,

00:35:51,524 --> 00:35:54,694

or was so original

in the way she did things.

00:35:55,487 --> 00:35:59,741

No one we knew ever had

a better sense of self.

00:36:00,617 --> 00:36:04,078

Her two children

turned out to be extraordinary.

00:36:04,079 --> 00:36:07,956

Honest, unspoiled,

and with a character equal to hers.

00:36:07,957 --> 00:36:13,295

She reveled in their accomplishments.

She hurt with their sorrows.

00:36:13,296 --> 00:36:17,425

She felt sheer joy and delight

in spending time with them.

00:36:18,093 --> 00:36:20,095

They are her two miracles.

00:36:21,554 --> 00:36:26,267

I often think of what she said about Jack

in December after he died.

00:36:27,185 --> 00:36:30,730

"They made him a legend

when he would have preferred to be a man."

00:36:31,564 --> 00:36:34,483

Jackie would have preferred

to be just herself,

00:36:34,484 --> 00:36:37,987

but the world insisted

that she be a legend too.

00:36:50,792 --> 00:36:52,043

Dear John,

00:36:53,044 --> 00:36:57,715

I understand the pressures you will always

have to face as a Kennedy,

00:36:57,716 --> 00:37:01,135

even though we brought you

into this world as an innocent.

00:37:02,262 --> 00:37:06,266

You more than anyone

have a place in history.

00:37:06,933 --> 00:37:10,477

No matter what path you blaze in life,

00:37:10,478 --> 00:37:16,275

all I ask is that you continue

to make Caroline, the Kennedy family,

00:37:16,276 --> 00:37:20,488

and most importantly, yourself proud.

00:37:21,448 --> 00:37:26,161

{\an8}Stay close to those who know you

and love you as you are.

00:37:27,370 --> 00:37:29,831

{\an8}All my love, Mommy.

00:37:39,549 --> 00:37:40,633

♪ Oh ♪

00:37:42,343 --> 00:37:44,846

♪ Can't anybody see ♪

00:37:49,434 --> 00:37:52,353

♪ We've got a war to fight ♪

00:37:54,606 --> 00:37:57,400

♪ Never found our way ♪

00:37:58,777 --> 00:38:03,490

♪ Regardless of what they say ♪

00:38:04,699 --> 00:38:10,246

♪ How can it feel this wrong ♪

00:38:14,626 --> 00:38:16,669

♪ From this moment ♪

00:38:17,337 --> 00:38:22,967

♪ How can it feel this wrong ♪

00:39:14,394 --> 00:39:15,728

Breathe.

00:00:17,684 --> 00:00:19,019

[Jackie panting]

00:00:21,605 --> 00:00:27,610

Look at these trees.

Just gorgeous. Aren't they?

00:00:27,611 --> 00:00:30,030

- You okay?

- Yes, I'm fine.

00:00:33,408 --> 00:00:35,868

[John] Well, we're just trying

to lock down investors right now,

00:00:35,869 --> 00:00:38,913

which, needless to say,

has been a lesson in humility.

00:00:38,914 --> 00:00:42,375

Michael pretty much has me out there

with my hat in hand singing for my supper.

00:00:42,376 --> 00:00:43,459

[Jackie chuckles]

00:00:43,460 --> 00:00:46,504

Well, it's your magazine.

What did you expect?

00:00:46,505 --> 00:00:47,506

I know.

00:00:48,590 --> 00:00:53,720

And I'm happy to do the work, but I don't

want people to see George and think of me.

00:00:54,972 --> 00:00:56,974

You know, I want it

to have its own identity.

00:00:58,725 --> 00:01:03,563

You think your father won his

congressional seat solely on merit? No.

00:01:04,982 --> 00:01:11,153

He capitalized on his charm,

his magnetism, his father's good fortune,

00:01:11,154 --> 00:01:17,369

and then he used his platform

to do good and to prove himself.

00:01:18,203 --> 00:01:21,581

Now I know it's important to you

that you be your own man,

00:01:21,582 --> 00:01:25,794

but, sweetheart,

there are so many doors open to you.

00:01:26,628 --> 00:01:31,257

You don't have to build one

and run through it just to say you did.

00:01:31,258 --> 00:01:32,758

Can we please not do this again?

00:01:32,759 --> 00:01:34,511

All I'm saying is,

00:01:35,929 --> 00:01:40,558

your last name doesn't need to be this

albatross from which you need to escape.

00:01:40,559 --> 00:01:44,562

This is why I wish you'd seek out

Maurice's advice more.

00:01:44,563 --> 00:01:46,148

Yes, but I have spoken with him.

00:01:47,399 --> 00:01:49,526

He's always gonna be there for you.

00:01:50,235 --> 00:01:51,902

Why are you saying it like that?

00:01:51,903 --> 00:01:54,947

Well, I just mean you ought

to take advantage of his counsel.

00:01:54,948 --> 00:01:55,949

[camera clicking]

00:01:57,492 --> 00:01:58,493

Oh!

00:01:58,994 --> 00:02:02,330

Let's just get Caroline

and head home, shall we?

00:02:02,331 --> 00:02:05,207

The last thing I need

is to give them a shot of me

00:02:05,208 --> 00:02:08,627

catching my breath

or withering away. [laughs]

00:02:08,628 --> 00:02:12,548

Gone are the days when my style

used to sell the papers.

00:02:12,549 --> 00:02:16,719

Oh, please. You could walk down

Fifth Avenue in a bunny costume

00:02:16,720 --> 00:02:17,845

and people would be like,

00:02:17,846 --> 00:02:20,931

- "Oh, where did you get that suit?"

- [laughing]

00:02:20,932 --> 00:02:24,060

There'd be models walking down runways,

hopping, actually.

00:02:24,061 --> 00:02:26,313

- Oh, stop.

- Cotton tails, the whole thing.

00:02:26,855 --> 00:02:29,231

- Please don't make me laugh.

- [laughs]

00:02:29,232 --> 00:02:31,609

I'm sorry. You okay?

00:02:31,610 --> 00:02:36,281

Yes, yes, I'm fine.

It's… It's a good kind of pain.

00:02:37,115 --> 00:02:38,866

You sure you don't want to keep walking?

00:02:38,867 --> 00:02:42,119

No, no, I'm actually quite hungry.

00:02:42,120 --> 00:02:44,706

Good. Good. An appetite's a good sign.

00:03:01,056 --> 00:03:02,057

Thank you, Tony.

00:03:04,851 --> 00:03:06,268

Whoa!

00:03:06,269 --> 00:03:08,104

- Looks like a greenhouse in here.

- Mmm.

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Would you like me to bring them up?

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Yes, please, Tony. Thank you.

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"You're in my reflections.

Michael Jackson"?

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- Mom secured his book deal.

- Oh!

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Daryl? I thought

we'd all been shunned after dog-gate.

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It's quite magnanimous of her.

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You always have such nice things to say

after they're gone.

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I'm just still trying to imagine

what everyone on that flight

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must have been thinking when

they saw you with those ashes. [chuckles]

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Why do you think

I'm trying to get my pilot's license?

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[chuckles]

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- All righty, I gotta go.

- Okay.

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- Sure you don't want a hand with this?

- No, I'm good. Thank you.

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Okay.

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Just take the vultures with you

when you go, will you?

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Okay.

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Did you want to take

the service entrance, Mr. Kennedy?

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No, I'm good.

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Thank you.

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[cameras clicking]

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- [paparazzo] John!

- [paparazzi clamoring]

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[♪ "No Rain" playing]

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Come on, walk faster, we're almost there.

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[laughing] I'm trying.

Make sure I don't hit anything.

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Oh, my God. You ready?

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Yeah, I guess.

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[Carolyn] New York,

eat your fucking heart out.

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- [Michael] Holy shit.

- [both laugh]

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I feel like I'm hallucinating.

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- Jesus, you can really see my dick, huh?

- Yeah, it's better than the alternative.

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Should we linger?

See if anyone notices you?

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I can't believe

you made that happen for me.

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No, I just put your headshot in a pile.

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♪ Oh, oh, oh, oh

I'll always be there when you wake… ♪

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Let's take a photo.

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Come on.

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- Oh, wait, I want you to be in it with me.

- No, no, no. This is your moment. Go.

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♪ So stay with me and I'll have it made… ♪

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- Smile.

- [clicks]

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- [laughs]

- Jump.

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Should we have gotten a doggie bag?

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For what? I cleaned my plate.

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I asked if I could have a fry,

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and you stated, unequivocally,

I could have as many as I wanted.

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Well, that's because

you didn't necessarily give me a choice.

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We got the check, right?

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[Michael] Do you have

somewhere you have to be?

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- [Carolyn] Uh, no, I just…

- [man] Hey, John.

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[Carolyn] I don't have any cash on me, so…

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Uh…

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What?

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Of all the gin joints.

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[laughs] Uh…

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I'm a sucker for a laminated menu.

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Uh, John, this is my friend, Michael.

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- Nice to meet you.

- Nice to meet you.

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I see you got a new bike.

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I did, yeah.

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I reported the last one stolen,

but I think the case has gone cold.

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[Carolyn] Oh. And yet, still no lock.

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[John] Well, you know, baby steps.

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Maybe we start with a helmet

and work our way up from there?

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Over this head of hair?

No, I don't think so.

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[both laugh]

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- John, I got your order ready.

- Thanks, Joe.

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[Joe] You got it.

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It was nice to see you.

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It was nice to see you too.

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[Carolyn] And, um…

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I'm thinking about your mom.

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Thank you. I appreciate that.

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- Nice to meet you, Mike.

- You too.

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- See you around.

- Bye.

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[clears throat]

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Uh, so what's… what's up

for the rest of the day?

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[Michael] So we're just gonna ignore

that just happened?

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You have ketchup on your face.

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[♪ "Solitude" playing]

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♪ In my solitude ♪

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♪ You haunt me ♪

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♪ With reveries ♪

00:07:06,926 --> 00:07:12,557

♪ Of days gone by ♪

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♪ In my solitude ♪

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♪ You taunt me ♪

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♪ Dear Lord above… ♪

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[John] What are you doing?

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[exhales]

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I don't need my personal correspondence

memorialized in the Smithsonian.

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You don't need to do that, Mom.

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I can see that those letters

are locked away and sealed.

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I don't want them to be preserved

publicly or privately.

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There's a reason no one likes

to read the fine print.

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It takes all the fun out of it.

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Is there a reason why

you're doing this now?

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Well, unlike you, I don't like

to put things off until the last minute.

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[grunts] Speaking of,

how's your love life?

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I'm not prying.

I'm just genuinely curious.

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I guess you could say

I'm in kind of a transition period.

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Somehow in an effort not to upset anybody,

I've upset everyone.

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One person in particular who is…

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She's special.

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Well, confrontation's never been

your strong suit.

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And have I read about this special person?

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No.

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And frankly, that's part of the appeal.

She's not interested in that.

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She seems to know who she is.

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And when she looks at me,

I can tell that she knows that… I don't…

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Know who you are.

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You know, I remember the first night your

father and I spent at the White House.

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He turned to me and he said,

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"Can you believe where we are?"

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And I said, "Of course I can.

How do you think we got here?"

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In some ways, our life together was more

of a realization of my dream than his.

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Not that I ever imagined myself

in the White House,

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but your father, well, he could have been

happy sailing or riding his whole life,

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but I, for whatever reason…

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Well, I always knew I was bound

for a different life than everyone else.

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Something more.

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I've been reading some of the tributes.

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Why are you saying it like that?

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Well, absent the past tense,

they're essentially obituaries.

00:10:04,020 --> 00:10:07,397

Well, isn't it nice to be around

so you can read it,

00:10:07,398 --> 00:10:09,108

see how much you mean to people?

00:10:09,109 --> 00:10:11,945

It's not the adulation I question.

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It's where it stems from,

how it came to be.

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I can't help but sometimes wonder

00:10:21,871 --> 00:10:26,459

how I'd be remembered if I hadn't…

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- if I wasn't…

- What?

00:10:32,715 --> 00:10:33,883

America's widow.

00:10:38,096 --> 00:10:43,017

That's not to say I'm not moved

by the outpouring of love, it's just that…

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Well, pathos and recognition

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are two very, very, very different things.

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You really believe that

that's what this is? Pity?

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It's not that.

00:11:00,910 --> 00:11:04,246

I think the world thought that

we went through something together,

00:11:04,247 --> 00:11:06,207

that what happened in Dallas

00:11:07,417 --> 00:11:09,210

happened to all of us.

00:11:10,879 --> 00:11:15,132

You once told me that you had no choice

but to go on after what happened,

00:11:15,133 --> 00:11:16,301

that anybody would.

00:11:16,968 --> 00:11:19,971

But you're wrong. You did have a choice.

00:11:27,145 --> 00:11:29,480

We grew up in people's living rooms.

00:11:30,940 --> 00:11:35,111

They feel like they know us,

that we're a part of their family.

00:11:36,571 --> 00:11:39,990

Which is why whenever

we do anything unseemly

00:11:39,991 --> 00:11:45,371

or at odds with their perception of us,

they lash out with an even greater fervor.

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'Cause in their minds,

we don't exist without them.

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Public's always holding a flower

in one hand and a stone in the other.

00:12:00,136 --> 00:12:02,138

Don't forget that.

00:12:09,938 --> 00:12:13,024

[♪ "Camelot: Finale Ultimo" plays]

00:12:20,823 --> 00:12:25,620

♪ Each evening

From December to December ♪

00:12:27,121 --> 00:12:30,792

♪ Before you drift to sleep

Upon your cot ♪

00:12:32,585 --> 00:12:36,422

♪ Think back on all the tales

That you remember ♪

00:12:38,132 --> 00:12:39,592

♪ Of Camelot ♪

00:12:43,263 --> 00:12:46,933

♪ Ask every person

If he's heard the story ♪

00:12:48,559 --> 00:12:52,105

♪ And tell it strong and clear

If he has not ♪

00:12:53,690 --> 00:12:57,568

♪ That once there was

A fleeting wisp of glory ♪

00:12:59,153 --> 00:13:00,405

♪ Called Camelot ♪

00:13:04,617 --> 00:13:05,660

♪ Camelot ♪

00:13:07,036 --> 00:13:08,037

♪ Camelot ♪

00:13:08,579 --> 00:13:11,582

♪ I know it gives a person pause ♪

00:13:13,835 --> 00:13:15,670

♪ But in Camelot ♪

00:13:17,130 --> 00:13:18,256

♪ Camelot ♪

00:13:19,382 --> 00:13:22,010

♪ Those were the legal laws ♪

00:13:24,971 --> 00:13:29,183

♪ Where once it never rained

Till after sundown ♪

00:13:30,601 --> 00:13:34,480

♪ By 8:00 a.m. the morning fog had flown ♪

00:13:35,732 --> 00:13:37,900

♪ Don't let it be forgot ♪

00:13:38,693 --> 00:13:40,903

♪ That once there was a spot ♪

00:13:41,738 --> 00:13:45,283

♪ For one brief shining moment ♪

00:13:46,200 --> 00:13:51,496

♪ That was known as ♪

00:13:51,497 --> 00:13:58,587

♪ Camelot ♪

00:13:58,588 --> 00:14:00,339

[♪ song crescendos]

00:14:05,386 --> 00:14:06,471

[♪ song ends]

00:14:17,440 --> 00:14:18,649

[John] Thank you for meeting me.

00:14:23,154 --> 00:14:25,823

I feel like we're trading state secrets.

00:14:30,495 --> 00:14:33,580

- You know, I got jumped in a park once.

- [chuckles] What?

00:14:33,581 --> 00:14:35,999

Yeah, I was, like, 15

riding my bike to a tennis lesson.

00:14:36,000 --> 00:14:38,752

And this guy just socked me,

jacked my bike, and took off.

00:14:38,753 --> 00:14:42,130

What is it with you and bikes?

Didn't you have Secret Service?

00:14:42,131 --> 00:14:45,927

I did, but my mom always insisted

that they kept their distance.

00:14:46,511 --> 00:14:48,386

She hated the idea

of me moving through life

00:14:48,387 --> 00:14:50,388

like a coddled prince with a God complex.

00:14:50,389 --> 00:14:52,057

Hey, she still lets you Rollerblade.

00:14:52,058 --> 00:14:53,141

[both laugh]

00:14:53,142 --> 00:14:54,810

It's probably 'cause

they're harder to steal than a bike.

00:14:54,811 --> 00:14:56,978

- [laughs]

- She used to love to send me to work

00:14:56,979 --> 00:15:00,690

on ranches, fishing boats,

wilderness survival trips.

00:15:00,691 --> 00:15:04,862

She was always very keen on me being

a real man, whatever that means.

00:15:05,738 --> 00:15:10,201

She was probably scared she was gonna mess

you up, and that she wasn't enough.

00:15:10,868 --> 00:15:13,246

She didn't want you to feel

more shortchanged than you already were.

00:15:14,664 --> 00:15:18,041

How is it that you have more insight

into my family than my family?

00:15:18,042 --> 00:15:21,796

No, I just know there's no greater force

on earth than that of a single mom.

00:15:24,215 --> 00:15:27,801

You'd think with twice the responsibility,

they'd get graded on a curve,

00:15:27,802 --> 00:15:30,470

but they're just forced

to grin and bear it

00:15:30,471 --> 00:15:32,306

for a world dictated by the men

who failed them.

00:15:33,224 --> 00:15:34,892

You feel like your dad failed your mom?

00:15:36,978 --> 00:15:38,729

I feel like he failed a lot of people.

00:15:41,607 --> 00:15:44,819

But how is she doing? Your mom.

00:15:46,988 --> 00:15:48,363

I can tell she's scared,

00:15:48,364 --> 00:15:51,366

which, I mean, I always knew

there would come a point

00:15:51,367 --> 00:15:54,870

where I'd have to take care of her,

but she's 64, you know.

00:15:54,871 --> 00:15:57,414

She's a survivor.

That's what she does. She survives.

00:15:57,415 --> 00:15:58,416

Yeah.

00:16:02,044 --> 00:16:05,882

But think of all the lives

she's lived in 64 years.

00:16:10,636 --> 00:16:13,139

I wish you could meet her. She'd love you.

00:16:17,977 --> 00:16:20,396

- Sorry, I was--

- No, no, it's fine, it's fine.

00:16:23,816 --> 00:16:25,026

I should probably go.

00:16:25,943 --> 00:16:26,944

Yeah.

00:16:35,870 --> 00:16:37,454

Why did you want to meet, though?

00:16:37,455 --> 00:16:42,126

I mean,

you've got tons of friends and family.

00:16:43,377 --> 00:16:47,005

I don't know.

You're just the person I wanted to see.

00:16:47,006 --> 00:16:48,882

[♪ "Fade Into You" playing]

00:16:48,883 --> 00:16:49,966

What about…

00:16:49,967 --> 00:16:51,219

- Daryl?

- Yeah.

00:16:52,220 --> 00:16:55,764

She's back in LA. Indefinitely, it seems.

00:16:55,765 --> 00:16:58,141

♪ I wanna hold the hand inside you… ♪

00:16:58,142 --> 00:17:01,603

You don't have to walk me home.

I'm five minutes from here.

00:17:01,604 --> 00:17:05,023

I'll take the five minutes,

if that's all right with you.

00:17:05,024 --> 00:17:07,108

- [Carolyn] …and the belts with Sharpie.

- [John] And no one noticed?

00:17:07,109 --> 00:17:10,154

[Carolyn] Oh, no, no.

Rave reviews across the board.

00:17:14,242 --> 00:17:15,575

I should go.

00:17:15,576 --> 00:17:17,702

Yeah, I wouldn't want to keep

an underwear model waiting either.

00:17:17,703 --> 00:17:19,621

- [laughs]

- They must get very hungry.

00:17:19,622 --> 00:17:20,956

Did you look him up or something?

00:17:20,957 --> 00:17:22,332

No, I looked up at him.

00:17:22,333 --> 00:17:23,834

All 50 feet.

00:17:24,794 --> 00:17:25,877

We're friends.

00:17:25,878 --> 00:17:28,964

No one is just friends

with an underwear model.

00:17:28,965 --> 00:17:30,967

They're basically sex symbols for trade.

00:17:31,634 --> 00:17:33,468

This coming from

People's "Sexiest Man Alive."

00:17:33,469 --> 00:17:34,595

That's different.

00:17:35,596 --> 00:17:36,680

How?

00:17:36,681 --> 00:17:39,599

Well, I'm not on a billboard

in Times Square in my tighty-whities.

00:17:39,600 --> 00:17:41,561

Yeah, you're just shirtless

everywhere else.

00:17:44,146 --> 00:17:48,108

Well, I'm happy for you

and your budding friendship.

00:17:48,109 --> 00:17:51,945

Everyone needs a good, broad,

muscular shoulder to cry on.

00:17:51,946 --> 00:17:55,658

♪ Fade into you ♪

00:17:59,203 --> 00:18:02,497

♪ Strange you never knew ♪

00:18:02,498 --> 00:18:03,499

Good night, John.

00:18:08,462 --> 00:18:13,634

♪ Fade into you ♪

00:18:17,847 --> 00:18:22,310

♪ I think it's strange you never knew ♪

00:18:23,519 --> 00:18:27,230

[Jackie] Do you still want to be a teacher

when you grow up?

00:18:27,231 --> 00:18:29,316

I wanna be a photographer.

00:18:29,317 --> 00:18:33,738

A photographer?

You do? Since when? [chuckles]

00:18:34,322 --> 00:18:39,242

Do you know that Grandma used to be

a photographer when she was a young girl?

00:18:39,243 --> 00:18:41,494

For a newspaper and everything.

00:18:41,495 --> 00:18:44,039

Do you want to hold my baby, Grandma?

00:18:44,040 --> 00:18:48,210

[Jackie] Oh, yes, I do.

The baby with all the jewel--

00:18:49,962 --> 00:18:55,801

Sweetheart, why don't you hold the baby,

and I'll go get her a blanket? Yes?

00:18:59,764 --> 00:19:02,140

[Jackie grunting]

00:19:02,141 --> 00:19:03,434

Grandma.

00:19:05,269 --> 00:19:06,437

Mommy!

00:19:08,064 --> 00:19:09,315

Oh, my God.

00:19:10,524 --> 00:19:12,068

Mom. Mom.

00:19:12,818 --> 00:19:13,819

Eugie!

00:19:14,528 --> 00:19:16,446

Mommy. Mom!

00:19:16,447 --> 00:19:17,615

Eugie, call 911.

00:19:18,115 --> 00:19:22,036

Mommy, wake up. Mom! Mom!

00:19:35,007 --> 00:19:37,426

Make sure the hospital knows

to register her under an alias.

00:19:38,177 --> 00:19:39,303

[paramedic] We'll take care of it.

00:19:43,599 --> 00:19:45,267

It's okay, Mom. It's gonna be okay.

00:19:51,899 --> 00:19:53,609

[cameras clicking]

00:19:56,862 --> 00:19:59,239

We were optimistic

because the scans showed

00:19:59,240 --> 00:20:01,617

the cancer had dissipated

from your chest and stomach.

00:20:02,785 --> 00:20:06,955

However, it does appear to have spread

to your brain and spinal cord.

00:20:06,956 --> 00:20:10,709

At this point, we recommend

a much more aggressive treatment--

00:20:10,710 --> 00:20:12,502

Pass my bag, please.

00:20:12,503 --> 00:20:14,088

[machinery beeping]

00:20:24,724 --> 00:20:27,225

[doctor] Um, one in which

we would drill a hole

00:20:27,226 --> 00:20:29,520

into your brain and insert a shunt

00:20:30,229 --> 00:20:32,814

that would allow

the fluid buildup to drain

00:20:32,815 --> 00:20:34,941

and redirect it

to other parts of the body…

00:20:34,942 --> 00:20:37,069

- [doctor's voice fades]

- [siren wailing]

00:20:39,613 --> 00:20:41,157

[cameras clicking]

00:20:57,673 --> 00:20:59,008

[man 1] Jackie, Jackie! Over here.

00:21:00,217 --> 00:21:01,843

- [man 2] How are you feeling?

- [man 3] John!

00:21:01,844 --> 00:21:03,262

[woman] We're thinking about you,

Mrs. Kennedy.

00:21:08,350 --> 00:21:10,019

[Caroline] How much longer

do you think we have?

00:21:10,603 --> 00:21:14,482

I mean, roughly what's the general

time frame for someone at this stage?

00:21:15,191 --> 00:21:16,650

It can vary significantly.

00:21:17,568 --> 00:21:19,445

Okay. Thank you.

00:21:22,573 --> 00:21:23,699

[John sighs]

00:21:31,123 --> 00:21:32,833

Should we call Aunt Lee?

00:21:34,335 --> 00:21:35,920

That could go a lot of different ways.

00:21:36,754 --> 00:21:39,339

- Yeah, maybe we should call Anthony first.

- Yeah.

00:21:39,340 --> 00:21:41,592

[footsteps approaching]

00:21:48,349 --> 00:21:49,475

What is it, Nancy? What's wrong?

00:21:51,101 --> 00:21:53,353

She asked to see Monsignor Bardes.

00:21:53,354 --> 00:21:54,437

- No.

- Why?

00:21:54,438 --> 00:21:55,522

It's what she wants.

00:21:55,523 --> 00:21:56,524

- Last rites?

- What?

00:21:58,192 --> 00:22:00,777

Why are we acting like

this is happening right now?

00:22:00,778 --> 00:22:04,113

I mean, I know her time is limited,

but that doesn't mean we just give up.

00:22:04,114 --> 00:22:06,533

Nancy, do not call him.

I'm gonna go talk to her.

00:22:06,534 --> 00:22:07,784

John, please.

00:22:07,785 --> 00:22:11,955

She wants to do this while she is still

lucid, and we can't fault her for that.

00:22:11,956 --> 00:22:15,376

[♪ "Be Not Depart From Me" playing]

00:22:19,880 --> 00:22:20,881

[groans]

00:22:36,522 --> 00:22:38,816

Would you like to give me

your confession now?

00:22:39,733 --> 00:22:40,734

[groans]

00:22:47,992 --> 00:22:52,288

Forgive me, Father, for I have sinned.

00:22:56,667 --> 00:22:57,668

I…

00:23:00,212 --> 00:23:01,881

I wanted to die…

00:23:03,924 --> 00:23:05,134

after Jack.

00:23:06,719 --> 00:23:08,304

I thought…

00:23:10,598 --> 00:23:14,894

that was supposed to be

the both of us that day in Dallas.

00:23:19,356 --> 00:23:20,649

But I couldn't move.

00:23:22,943 --> 00:23:23,986

I froze.

00:23:26,947 --> 00:23:31,075

And I was so… so mad at him.

00:23:31,076 --> 00:23:32,785

[breath quavering]

00:23:32,786 --> 00:23:34,663

For all he put me through.

00:23:35,748 --> 00:23:37,041

All the women.

00:23:39,585 --> 00:23:44,882

But I always protected him. Always.

00:23:45,799 --> 00:23:47,843

Even after he died.

00:23:51,597 --> 00:23:54,600

And I sat down with that journalist,

00:23:56,018 --> 00:23:58,896

and I gave him the fairy tale.

00:24:12,826 --> 00:24:17,623

"There will never be another Camelot."

00:24:25,172 --> 00:24:27,132

And I want him to know…

00:24:33,347 --> 00:24:34,598

I forgive him.

00:24:40,396 --> 00:24:41,397

[Bardes] Jack?

00:24:48,988 --> 00:24:49,989

God.

00:24:54,952 --> 00:24:56,954

[ ♪ song continues]

00:24:59,748 --> 00:25:02,418

[John] "It is glory to have been tested.

00:25:03,377 --> 00:25:06,213

To have had our little quality

and cast our little spell.

00:25:07,715 --> 00:25:09,883

The thing is to have made somebody care.

00:25:11,760 --> 00:25:16,557

You happen to be crazy, of course.

But that doesn't affect the law.

00:25:18,767 --> 00:25:22,938

[voice breaking]

A second chance, that's the delusion.

00:25:24,273 --> 00:25:26,817

[sniffles]

It was never meant to be but one.

00:25:28,110 --> 00:25:32,031

We work in the dark. We do what we can.

00:25:33,449 --> 00:25:35,074

We give what we have."

00:25:35,075 --> 00:25:36,076

[Jackie groans]

00:25:36,660 --> 00:25:41,372

"Our doubt is our passion.

Our passion is our task."

00:25:41,373 --> 00:25:43,458

[John crying]

00:25:43,459 --> 00:25:45,084

[♪ song ends]

00:25:45,085 --> 00:25:46,670

I'm sorry.

00:25:47,671 --> 00:25:49,048

What? [sniffles]

00:25:50,716 --> 00:25:52,176

What are you talking about?

00:25:54,928 --> 00:25:59,099

All this. [chuckles] Just…

00:26:01,060 --> 00:26:03,187

Just for an idea.

00:26:06,440 --> 00:26:08,942

- [John sniffles]

- Oh.

00:26:11,153 --> 00:26:13,072

Oh, sweetheart.

00:26:29,713 --> 00:26:31,381

[sighs]

00:26:40,307 --> 00:26:41,725

[exhales]

00:26:43,352 --> 00:26:44,686

[sobbing]

00:27:03,372 --> 00:27:07,000

[♪ somber music playing]

00:27:32,651 --> 00:27:33,986

[Caroline crying]

00:28:10,188 --> 00:28:11,398

[cameras clicking]

00:28:13,942 --> 00:28:15,569

[crowd clamoring]

00:28:25,245 --> 00:28:29,041

"Last night at around 10:15,

my mother passed on.

00:28:30,000 --> 00:28:34,211

She was surrounded by her friends,

and her family, and her books,

00:28:34,212 --> 00:28:38,717

and the people and the things she loved.

And she did it in her own way.

00:28:39,676 --> 00:28:41,261

And we all feel lucky for that.

00:28:42,971 --> 00:28:44,640

And now she's in God's hands."

00:28:46,224 --> 00:28:47,684

- Thank you.

- [crowd clamoring]

00:28:56,318 --> 00:28:57,735

[sniffles]

00:28:57,736 --> 00:29:01,156

I will never understand it.

00:29:01,823 --> 00:29:02,824

What's that?

00:29:04,284 --> 00:29:07,913

Why we have to put on

a brave face for them.

00:29:08,789 --> 00:29:10,791

[quiet chattering]

00:29:13,752 --> 00:29:15,128

Thank you so much for coming.

00:29:15,796 --> 00:29:17,339

Really, really appreciate it.

00:29:24,388 --> 00:29:25,681

John!

00:29:26,890 --> 00:29:27,891

Hi.

00:29:31,228 --> 00:29:32,728

I'm so sorry.

00:29:32,729 --> 00:29:35,731

I tried to get on an earlier flight

and then everything was booked

00:29:35,732 --> 00:29:37,525

and then they lost my luggage

and it was a whole--

00:29:37,526 --> 00:29:40,695

- I didn't even know you were coming.

- Of course. She was your whole world.

00:29:40,696 --> 00:29:42,113

No, I meant to the wake.

00:29:42,114 --> 00:29:44,532

I figured I'd see you at the funeral,

but how did you know that--

00:29:44,533 --> 00:29:46,993

Look, whatever happened

between your mother and I,

00:29:46,994 --> 00:29:51,080

it doesn't matter. Life is too short,

and I know how much she meant to you.

00:29:51,081 --> 00:29:53,374

- Thank you.

- Is there a coat check?

00:29:53,375 --> 00:29:55,043

- No.

- I'll just go put it in your room.

00:29:58,714 --> 00:30:00,715

- [chattering]

- [cameras clicking]

00:30:00,716 --> 00:30:02,091

It would have meant so much to her

00:30:02,092 --> 00:30:06,095

for you two to have traveled so far

to be here today. Thank you so much.

00:30:06,096 --> 00:30:09,015

I still remember that trip

she took with your father to Paris.

00:30:09,016 --> 00:30:12,852

Do you have any idea how elegant,

how proficient someone has to be

00:30:12,853 --> 00:30:14,520

to impress the French?

00:30:14,521 --> 00:30:17,189

I was at a party

at the Prince's Palace of Monaco,

00:30:17,190 --> 00:30:19,191

and someone asked Princess Grace

00:30:19,192 --> 00:30:22,028

what it was like to be

the most glamorous woman in the world,

00:30:22,029 --> 00:30:23,654

and you know what she said?

00:30:23,655 --> 00:30:25,281

"You'll have to ask Jackie O."

00:30:25,282 --> 00:30:27,117

[chuckles] Of course.

00:30:27,868 --> 00:30:29,077

You know my Uncle Teddy.

00:30:30,162 --> 00:30:31,746

Pleasure to meet you, Senator Kennedy.

00:30:31,747 --> 00:30:33,873

I'll leave you in his very capable hands.

00:30:33,874 --> 00:30:38,628

It's nice to meet you. By any chance…

00:30:40,797 --> 00:30:41,882

[Daryl] There you are.

00:30:43,383 --> 00:30:45,176

I thought you might have disappeared.

00:30:45,177 --> 00:30:47,178

No, no, I've just been running around.

00:30:47,179 --> 00:30:48,512

How are you feeling?

00:30:48,513 --> 00:30:49,598

Um…

00:30:50,223 --> 00:30:53,809

I don't know. Haven't had

a lot of time to process it, I think.

00:30:53,810 --> 00:30:56,854

Yeah, and grief is weird that way.

00:30:56,855 --> 00:31:00,357

It kind of sneaks up on you

and all you can do is succumb to it,

00:31:00,358 --> 00:31:03,069

you know, like when I lost Hank.

00:31:03,070 --> 00:31:04,612

Sorry about that.

00:31:04,613 --> 00:31:07,740

I mean, yes, he was a dog,

but he was also like my child.

00:31:07,741 --> 00:31:08,742

Yeah.

00:31:09,326 --> 00:31:13,370

Of course everyone keeps trying

to find out what's going on with us,

00:31:13,371 --> 00:31:15,122

like in what capacity I'm here.

00:31:15,123 --> 00:31:18,543

People are asking you about our

relationship status at my mother's wake?

00:31:19,127 --> 00:31:20,711

I mean, not explicitly, but, like--

00:31:20,712 --> 00:31:22,463

Well, we haven't spoken in months, so…

00:31:22,464 --> 00:31:26,301

Exactly. There's a lot

that remains unsaid.

00:31:27,177 --> 00:31:28,970

Hey, Nancy, have you seen Caroline?

00:31:29,513 --> 00:31:31,222

[Nancy] I think she just needed a minute.

00:31:31,223 --> 00:31:35,018

I'm gonna go check on my sister,

but I'll talk to you later.

00:31:37,104 --> 00:31:38,105

Of course.

00:31:51,034 --> 00:31:52,660

Hey, sorry, I just--

00:31:52,661 --> 00:31:53,662

It's okay.

00:31:54,579 --> 00:31:55,831

I know it's crazy out there.

00:32:03,088 --> 00:32:06,924

I don't think anyone out there has said

one thing about her that I'm gonna miss.

00:32:06,925 --> 00:32:10,678

You're not gonna miss her poise

or her love for the written word?

00:32:10,679 --> 00:32:13,473

It's like they're all afraid to admit

she was just a person.

00:32:14,432 --> 00:32:17,226

Like, somehow acknowledging

even the slightest imperfection

00:32:17,227 --> 00:32:19,271

would somehow discount

their proximity to her.

00:32:20,438 --> 00:32:22,190

[chuckles]

00:32:23,733 --> 00:32:26,735

Remember when she found

your weed plant in her garden at Hyannis?

00:32:26,736 --> 00:32:29,114

[laughs, sniffles]

00:32:30,157 --> 00:32:32,408

She didn't find it.

A police officer found it.

00:32:32,409 --> 00:32:34,243

Oh, my God. That's right.

00:32:34,244 --> 00:32:36,495

What was he doing wandering

around the garden in Hyannis?

00:32:36,496 --> 00:32:39,123

Oh, I don't know.

I think a neighbor probably reported it.

00:32:39,124 --> 00:32:40,709

I thought our neighbors loved us.

00:32:42,460 --> 00:32:44,253

Didn't you tell her it was a zucchini?

00:32:44,254 --> 00:32:46,714

- Parsley. Zucchini?

- [chuckles]

00:32:46,715 --> 00:32:47,840

She was so mad.

00:32:47,841 --> 00:32:50,593

Her voice dropped

into that really scary octave.

00:32:50,594 --> 00:32:51,761

[both laugh]

00:32:52,345 --> 00:32:55,182

"Caroline. Marijuana? How could you?"

00:32:55,724 --> 00:32:58,058

"And in my garden? A botanical sanctuary."

00:32:58,059 --> 00:32:59,143

[both laugh]

00:32:59,144 --> 00:33:01,938

You had a real rebellious streak

going there for a little while.

00:33:03,190 --> 00:33:04,858

I miss those days.

00:33:09,112 --> 00:33:12,240

I think I was just trying to find ways

to tell her I was never gonna be like her.

00:33:14,451 --> 00:33:17,870

Well, I, for one, am glad you didn't.

00:33:17,871 --> 00:33:20,248

Otherwise I'd be missing out

on someone really special.

00:33:23,543 --> 00:33:26,171

Okay. We should go back.

00:33:27,923 --> 00:33:29,465

I think I overheard one of the cousins

00:33:29,466 --> 00:33:31,800

asking if someone knows

how to play "Frère Jacques" on the piano.

00:33:31,801 --> 00:33:32,802

- [groans]

- Ugh!

00:33:34,679 --> 00:33:36,389

- I'll be out in a second.

- Okay.

00:33:38,892 --> 00:33:45,314

[crowd] ♪ Glory, glory, Hallelujah ♪

00:33:45,315 --> 00:33:50,528

♪ Glory, glory, Hallelujah ♪

00:33:52,364 --> 00:33:57,660

♪ Glory, glory, Hallelujah ♪

00:33:57,661 --> 00:34:03,708

♪ His truth is marching on ♪

00:34:21,518 --> 00:34:24,729

- [♪ "Ave Maria" playing]

- [cameras clicking]

00:35:02,350 --> 00:35:04,977

[news anchor] Those of you

who may just be joining us right now,

00:35:04,978 --> 00:35:08,314

we are on to keep you apprised

of the funeral arrangements

00:35:08,315 --> 00:35:10,524

for Jacqueline Kennedy Onassis.

00:35:10,525 --> 00:35:12,318

[reporter 1]

Jacqueline Kennedy Onassis, of course,

00:35:12,319 --> 00:35:15,362

died on Thursday night

around 10:15 in her home.

00:35:15,363 --> 00:35:18,574

She had asked to be returned

to her apartment on the Upper East Side.

00:35:18,575 --> 00:35:21,452

[news anchor 2]

Everybody over ten years old in 1963

00:35:21,453 --> 00:35:24,580

remembers her with the greatest gratitude

00:35:24,581 --> 00:35:26,999

because it was her strength

that carried us through

00:35:27,000 --> 00:35:30,378

that awful, awful November of 1963.

00:35:31,129 --> 00:35:33,297

[news anchor 3] That was also

the first time anything like this

00:35:33,298 --> 00:35:35,382

had ever been seen on television.

00:35:35,383 --> 00:35:37,760

[reporter 1] It really is

a national communion of sorts,

00:35:37,761 --> 00:35:40,220

a cathartic experience for many people.

00:35:40,221 --> 00:35:45,184

[news anchor 2] And the eulogy to be

delivered by Senator Edward Kennedy.

00:35:45,185 --> 00:35:51,523

[Ted] No one else looked like her,

spoke like her, wrote like her,

00:35:51,524 --> 00:35:54,694

or was so original

in the way she did things.

00:35:55,487 --> 00:35:59,741

No one we knew ever had

a better sense of self.

00:36:00,617 --> 00:36:04,078

Her two children

turned out to be extraordinary.

00:36:04,079 --> 00:36:07,956

Honest, unspoiled,

and with a character equal to hers.

00:36:07,957 --> 00:36:13,295

She reveled in their accomplishments.

She hurt with their sorrows.

00:36:13,296 --> 00:36:17,425

She felt sheer joy and delight

in spending time with them.

00:36:18,093 --> 00:36:20,095

They are her two miracles.

00:36:21,554 --> 00:36:26,267

I often think of what she said about Jack

in December after he died.

00:36:27,185 --> 00:36:30,730

"They made him a legend

when he would have preferred to be a man."

00:36:31,564 --> 00:36:34,483

Jackie would have preferred

to be just herself,

00:36:34,484 --> 00:36:37,987

but the world insisted

that she be a legend too.

00:36:50,792 --> 00:36:52,043

[Jackie] Dear John,

00:36:53,044 --> 00:36:57,715

I understand the pressures you will always

have to face as a Kennedy,

00:36:57,716 --> 00:37:01,135

even though we brought you

into this world as an innocent.

00:37:01,136 --> 00:37:02,261

[♪ "Roads" playing]

00:37:02,262 --> 00:37:06,266

You more than anyone

have a place in history.

00:37:06,933 --> 00:37:10,477

No matter what path you blaze in life,

00:37:10,478 --> 00:37:16,275

all I ask is that you continue

to make Caroline, the Kennedy family,

00:37:16,276 --> 00:37:20,488

and most importantly, yourself proud.

00:37:21,448 --> 00:37:26,161

{\an8}Stay close to those who know you

and love you as you are.

00:37:27,370 --> 00:37:29,831

{\an8}All my love, Mommy.

00:37:39,549 --> 00:37:40,633

♪ Oh ♪

00:37:42,343 --> 00:37:44,846

♪ Can't anybody see ♪

00:37:49,434 --> 00:37:52,353

♪ We've got a war to fight ♪

00:37:54,606 --> 00:37:57,400

♪ Never found our way ♪

00:37:58,777 --> 00:38:03,490

♪ Regardless of what they say ♪

00:38:04,699 --> 00:38:10,246

♪ How can it feel this wrong ♪

00:38:14,626 --> 00:38:16,669

♪ From this moment ♪

00:38:17,337 --> 00:38:22,967

♪ How can it feel this wrong ♪

00:38:31,684 --> 00:38:33,478

[breathing heavily]

00:39:07,846 --> 00:39:09,597

[thunder rumbling]

00:39:14,394 --> 00:39:15,728

Breathe.

00:40:53,910 --> 00:40:56,913

- [thunder rumbling]

- [rain pattering]